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Reflection

We need to do something to bring them back but not fast

It not that I don't want the girls trust a certain number of us if we bring new people they will lose everything they have work towards

I understand but what can we do to solve this problem

Start a boy band

No

Maybe singing is the key there missing music brings the best out people and have them be more open up

Maybe

She finally asleep

Christian weren't you in a boy band

Yes

What

Im a star

Do you think you could do boy band classes

Yes

I think I have an idea

I'm exhausted I'm going to bed

Not to fast

What know

There group of girls smoking weed in the chapel

Oh hell no

I busted the door open

What do we have here

We're teens you not our mom

Smoking weed in a holy place is unacceptable for school

So it doesn't effect use

It your health on happiness

Go throw those blunts away and bring your journal

No

Excuse me

I refuse to believe you actually believe in us

I care for all of you what are you talking about

No grief counselor when Olivia died and a lot of use started cutting because we didn't have counselor to talk to

Why did you go to Christian

He not counselor he a hot FBI agent who doesn't no anything about mental health

For you information I took 3 years of psychology

Prove it right now

Okay you are hurting you using drugs to mask the hurt and hiding under dark mask

Good

I have an idea

Go to Franey now

Okay

What are we doing

Bring the teachers back now

Okay

Take one of this mirror hold them and spread through out Franey

Walk and sit down

I walked up to the stage

When you ready look into the mirror notice what you see

What do I do

Block the doors

Okay

I sat down

You feel weak hated want out but every single person her cares for you do much we love you we are your family. I understand that what you see in the mirrors it not what you like but pull the strength to look inside your soul you loved by all of us

Then one of the girls dropped the saddest bombshell ever

What if you don't feel love or you lost that feeling of belonging

That's hard to go through the best person to ever love you is your father because he is the first person who you learn love from you need to love yourself before you love someone else

What happen if your father ran out fo your life the truth he actually hates you

Just no deep down in his heart he may not see it he loves you as much as himself

What if he raped you

He had demons in his life

Truly sad to have someone who loves you to hurt so badly

I will never be able to love someone in fear of begin hurt she cried harder

I wrote this poem the night my father left me

The title of this father loves
I laid on my bed with tears flowing down my face. You enter my room and heavyset sits on my bed you face me. I look dead your eyes and I leap into you arms and cried into your warm comforting arms. You embrace me as my crying continues. You tell it all right and you kiss the top of my head. Instead of leaving me cry alone you laid down with me I snuggle into your chest and fell asleep to you heart beat. Wait it only a dream you left you left me because of my mon you bastard never came back and truly I want my dad my dad warm embrace when I'm sobbing. The father who will never let em down when my boyfriend dumps me you the first I cry too you will love me forever even if I make a big mistake. Dad Pap my hero in here standing in this church in disbelief that you left and most importantly no matter I'm pissed at you I still love you forever Dad

I look at the crowd and ran out of the room in shambles

Hey

Christian took me into his arms and he held me until my crying subsided

Right I need my dad

I understand but you don't where to find him

I love you

I love you so much babe

He kissed the top of my head

Soon I went back in

I'm sorry for that emotional breakdown I had

See you can write but it hurts me to cry or work

Something that helps me during hard times is music

My hot sexy fiancé sang to all of our broken heart

See it helps to sing

I have an idea how about we have you plan our wedding

No

Yes this will help you feel connected

We will plan the wedding special tribute they do the music and decorations

I love it