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Speaking meltdown

I sat at my desk clutching my pencil writing listening to songs that keep me going crying almost like therapeutic for me trust me I have had fair share of struggles in my life

Time I looked at my hand all red

Rosy how about your share

I stood up and looked at my classroom

My life hasn't always been sunshine and butterflies here my life in five bullet point

One I don't have father my mom left him the he took his life

Two I have club feet I cry myself to sleep everyday

Three I have attempted suicide by trying to drown myself

Four My dad raped me when I was little

Five

I'm sorry I can't for this

I ran out of the room crying

No this can't happen

Hey you back in there and show them what strength is

I went back is

Five I have service dog name buddy but he doesn't come to school with me I'm done

I went cried with my head on my desk

He started playing the guitar

I lifted my head and smile

After school

Rosy you did good today

Thanks I smile

He likes you

I don't know I think he using me

He not I promise you

I went home and feel asleep doing homework

Next day of school

Hey Ro

Hi

What song should I sing

Somebody likes you by Adele

Awesome

I feel asleep

Hey wake up I'm sorry

You good

Any homework done

No

Why

I feel asleep

We can talk after school

Okay

He sang my song and I screamed in my mind

Okay next assignment tell me what you did yesterday

Rosy

No thanks

Why

I'm fine

Tell we're all family here

No I said no

Okay

Hot tears are falling

I walked out of the class I went to the bathroom and I cut myself

I'll be back

Rosy

Yes

What wrong

I'm sorry

Don't be you want to tell me

Yes

My father hit me in the face

Omg

You safe with me

He took my hand I knew we meet to be together

Go sit down

Everyone looked me like what happened

What was that about

Nothing I'll tell you later

What do you have

Blah blah

I feel back to sleep

She asleep

Let her sleep she needs it

Once again I would be the most hated person ever