when she loved me / clifford

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i hate you for leaving.

i fucking hate you.

- ??/??/2015

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lol so guys when i told my mom i wanted therapy ( this took place after a panic attack i had that apparently was 'self induced' according to my mother ) she was all "youll go i promise"

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two years later and still zero attempts to find me a therapist. i literally spill my feelings to internet friends or i write them down. but i think im at the stage where i dont feel like i need it anymore. and that makes me happy bc the thought of therapy scared me.