its late and i can barely see, these god damn pills are making my head hazy.
i took the entire bottle.
i cant.
i feel sick.
blood dripped onto the paper just now.
god my wrists hurt.
mom, thank you for raising me the way you did, you were the best mother i could have asked for.
calum, god calum im sorry im so sorry i know you didnt want this but i cant be happy with myself anymore and i hope you can move on, get married and have kids, and forget me one day.
babe? i can feel the pills taking over and my wrists are so numb.
my eyes can barely stay open.
before i go, i want you to know one thing.
i love y
( this journal entry was never finished but his mother and the paramedics were able to finish his last sentence : i love you )
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i am so fucking sorry
YOU ARE READING
when she loved me / clifford
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