Heal the broken

Seven

It was the next day after my gi malfunction and it just so happened to be my birthday. I didn't tell anyone though since I have always hated my birthday. It just reminded me of what I did have and how much I haven't accomplished. Just like celebrating another year of life I've wasted. I'll be honest I was hoping for at least a text from robby but there wasnt one.

Since we didn't have school today I didn't do much. Just waited around for karate. It came by quick though since it was in the middle of the day not at night like usual.

This time I in-fact wore a sports bra. Today was just basic and everyone was getting so much better even me. I improved so much and I was very proud of myself.

It was the end of class and I just finished changing.

"Hey quinn were all gonna go to the park you should come" aisha says

"Okay yeah sure" I say and hawk miguel and this little red head named bert joined us. Hawk said it was cause he wanted to spar with him. Felt the need to beat up someone so I guess that's that.

We all go to the park just hanging out and miguel was once again complaining about sam.

But on the plus demetri came which made me happy that hawk wanted him there.

"So you saw her eating dinner with some chode. Now counter attack" hawk says kicking burt in the face

"That bitch!" Aisha says looking at her phone. We all look at what it was and it was a nasty comment yasmine put on her post.

"We need to strike back" I say and everyone agree's well other than demetri

"Well what should I do?" Aisha asks

"You could give her to my boy rico and tattoo bitch on her face" he says which makes me laugh

"Wait look" aisha says showing us a post about a birthday party yasmine was having for herself

"What do you say we crash a party tonight" aisha says and we all liked the way she thought

We headed to the market by my where we were and loaded up on chips and soda and hawk even used his fake ID to get us alcohol

we drove to the canyon where their party was ganna be and we were the first ones. We set up coolers and tables with food on them for our party and we pretty much invited everyone.

The sun was falling and a lot of people were here now. I was sipping on a beer with miguel and hawk when a jeep pulls up and kyler and his goons hop out along with yasmine and moon.

Moon waves down to hawk and he waves back

Hmm I wonder when they became friends. She used to bully him all the time I think to myself

They come down and yasmine was not happy with us.

Her and aisha fought for a while but moon decided to apologize to aisha instead. She even told yasmine she should too. Of course she didn't and aisha gave her this massive front wedgie.

I was at the cooler getting another beer when moon comes over to me

"So are you and hawk dating?" she asks grabbing a beer as well

I didn't like this question cause the way I answered Would determine how hawk and I's relationship would change. I knew moon liked him I could see it from a mile away

"No we aren't" I say and she smiles.

It was later in the night and I was with miguel sitting on the coolers as we both drank our pain away. Hawk had been flirting with moon the whole night but I couldn't be mad at either of them. Hawk wasnt mine and moon actually asked me to make sure, which was a nice thing to do. I was glad she apologized to aisha too I just was still jealous about it all. She was gorgeous and rich and perfect. And popular which I knew old eli always dreamed of being popular. So the fact that this pretty girl was into him must have felt pretty good I thought to myself

"Hey you okay?" Miguel asks

"Yeah it's whatever" I say and he follows my gaze to hawk and moon

"You're not ganna loose him quinn" miguel says

"You don't know that. Everyone leaves it's fine" I say standing up.

He was obviously confused by this statement

"Wait" he says but I ignored him

"It's fine" I say harsher before walking away.

I see miguels eyes turn to the parking lot as sam gets out of the car with another guy. I couldn't tell who it was cause it was way to dark but I wish I never took my eyes off them cause what I saw next cut deep. Hawk and moon making out. Right infront of me. And He knew I was here. I got up harshly throwing my beer bottle in the trash as I went to help miguel. Which got everyones attention and I could feel hawks gaze on me

"Quinn wait" he yells but I couldn't care less anymore. I quickly felt the old quinn coming back

He grabs my arm spinning me around and I see his eyes hurt once he saw me in pain

"Quinn I- I'm so sorry" he says his eyes begging for forgiveness

"It's fine" I say and he was surprised at how calm I was

"You forgive me" he asks with hopefulness in his eyes

"Theres nothing to forgive, We werent dating. I just thought whatever this was ment a little more to you" I say before turning around and heading towards miguel tears threatening to spill

As I get closer I see the guy who sam was with, was in fact my own brother. I saw him and got even more angry at the world. I quickly stormed away and hawk was confused when he saw me walk off.

"QUINN WAIT" robby yells which was not taken well by hawk. He rolls his eyes and walks back off to moon to do who knows what