Heartless Society 1: If our Love is wrong (COMPLETED)

Kabanata 39

Kabanata 39

Ohhh ...
Ohhh ... Yeah Yeah
Ohh ... Yeahh

Napakunot ang noo ko nang marinig ang tinig na iyon. I know its Zayden pero hindi ko makita kung nasaan siya kahit igala ko ang paningin ko.

Since the day that we met girl
I never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Wanna give you the whole world
If you make the promise to me, You're gonna stay
Without you guiding me, I'm lost and so confused

Nanatili ako sa kinatatayuan ko at pinakinggan ang pagkanta niya. I can feel that he's nervous. Dinig ko sa boses niya but it doesnt make me feel less. Kaba, kilig, gulat at saya ang naghahalo-halo ngayon sa dibdib ko.

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side

Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where it's at
Ohhh...

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko nang biglang  umilaw ang  buong paligid dahil sa pagsindi ng mga ilaw. Napasinghap pa ako ng makita ang malaking puso na gawa sa mga remote control candles.. I dont know how did he do it but its amazing.

Kita ko din ang mga petals na isinasayaw ng hangin.

Napangiti ako nang makita si Zayden na palapit sa akin. I can feel my heart thumps faster. I know what it is pero parang nablangko ang utak ko. Wala akong ibang maisip ngayon. Everything feels like a dream.

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

Oooh.

Nang makalapit siya sa akin ay mabilis niyang hinalikan ang noo ko bumaba sa ilong ko at nagtapos sa mga labi ko bago siya nagpatuloy sa pagkanta.

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where it's at

Ohhh...

Napahawak ako sa bibig ko nang biglang umilaw ulit at ngayon ay mga letra naman ang bumungad sa akin. Mabilis na namilisbis ang luha sa mga mata ko nang mabasa iyon.

'Will You Marry Me.'

May isang mesa na nakaayos malapit doon at nakita ko din ang mga kaibigan ni Zayden na nasa gilid noon. They are smiling.

"Z-Zayden.." bulong ko nang malipat muli sa kanya ang paningin ko. Nasa mukha niya ang kaba pero hindi maikakaila ang saya.

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

Baby you're the one I've waited for
Because you gave me what I need and more
Girl its clear that we are meant to be
Together,
We should be together ...
Eternally
Ohhh...

Mabilis kong pinunasan ang luha sa mata ko nang makita ko siyang lumuhod sa harapan ko.

Binitawan niya ang gitara ngunit patuloy pa rin siya sa pagkanta. Kinuha niya ang maliit na kahon sa bulsa niya at hinawakan ang kamay ko at hinalikan iyon.

Girl I'm gonna be

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made (never wish we made)
But we'll be okay if we just stay together(just stay with me)

Nang matapos ang kanta ay bigla siyang huminga ng malalim at tumingala sa akin.

"I am nervous right now sweetheart." umpisa niya kaya natawa ako.

"Woo! Gago ka Zayden kapag hindi mo napa oo si Xena gugulpihin kita! Inalila mo kami dito!" sigaw ni Blake kaya mas lalo akong natawa. Natawa din ang mga kasama niya at binatukan pa siya ni Ace.

"Mga gago! Nagbayad pa ako ng mahal para gawin yang mga kandilang yan! wala kang mabibili na isang pindot lang ay iilaw ang daang-daang kandila." ayaw paawat na wika ni Blake kaya kahit may luha sa mata ko ay nagawa kong tumawa.

"Shut up Sullivan! I will kill you if she doesnt accept my proposal!" sagot ni Zayden kaya mas lalo akong natawa.

Really! At the middle of his proposal! Muli akong tumingin sa kanya at kita pa rin ang kaba sa mukha niya. Marahan siyang tumikhim na tila ba inaalis ang bara sa kanyang lalamunan.

"Xena. Im not a perfect boyfriend. I do mistakes and I am not humorous like the others. I cant make you laugh with some jokes because I dont know how to joke. They are corny. I am very hard to deal with. I am a jealous man. I have a lot of imperfection. But all I know is, I want to make you laugh,  I want to do everything for you. I want to spend the rest of my life being with you because I love you." aniya bago bitawan ang kamay ko at buksan ang maliit na kahon.

"Marry me Xena. I dont care about the other people. What important is you and me. Just say yes and I will make everything right." Aniya na makikita ang kaba sa mukha..

Napalunok ako at tumango sa kanya. Without a doubt, without a pause. I dont need to think about it. Ngayon lang ako naging sigurado sa buong buhay ko. Lahat ng desisyon ko noon ay kailangan kong isa-alang-alang ang ibang tao. Right now Im choosing my happiness.

Napangiti siya at mabilis na isinuot sa akin ang singsing bago tumayo at hinalikan ako. I even saw his teary eyed.

Narinig ko ang hiyawan ng mga kaibigan niya lalo na si Sage at Blake kaya mas lalo akong napangiti.

"Thank you baby." bulong niya.

"I just dont want you to be a killer." biro ko sa kanya kaya napabusangot ang mukha niya at sinulyapan si Blake na nakangisi.

"Tss."

Mas lalo akong natawa sa reaksyon niya. "Its okay if you dont know how to joke. Being corny is funny. Its okay if you're a jealous man, I am a jealous woman too and its okay if you're hard to deal with. I am too. And its okay if you are imperfect because I love your imperfection and nobody is perfect. I just love you Zayden and you dont have to change anything. I love how your brows was furrowed. How you pinch the bridge of your nose, how you smirk and how get angry. Wala pa akong nakitang lalaki na galit na pero maalaga pa rin." wika ko kaya napangiti siya.

"I love you Xena."

"I love you Zayden. And if it was wrong to love you then I will face the consequence."

If our love is wrong we will make it right. Theres nothing wrong in loving someone. We dont need other people permission as long as our family understand and support it, then everything will be right.

"I am ready to be a sinner baby."

"Lets be a sinner together." wika ko bago tumingkayad at halikan siya.

Loving Zayden Montecillo is the most special thing that I wanna do for the rest of my life.

"Kasalan na!" sabay na sigaw nina Sage at Blake kasabay ng pagsaboy nila ng mga petals sa amin kaya napahalakhak ako...

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