Together With The Prince ✓

11

Finally

Sabi nila, hintayin raw natin magkagusto ang taong gusto natin. Wag daw natin obligahin na mahalin nila tayo pabalik dahil ang totoo ay tayo ang nauna magkagusto sa kanila.

Pag binalik sayo ang nararamdamam mo masaya pero hindi ba mas masarap sa pakiramdam pag nalaman mong binalik nila iyon ng walang halong pamimilit?

Habang ang iba naman sinasabi na ipakita ang nararamdaman mo nang pasikreto, pero hindi ba mas mahirap yon? Dahil baka sa huli ay magsisisi ka rin dahil hindi mo sa kanya nasabi ang totoong nararamdaman mo.

To be honest, depende naman kasi yan sa tao eh! Ako kasi, ako yung tipong gusto na sabihin ang nararamdaman dahil ayoko magsisi. May pride ako, may hiya pa ako pero syempre hindi ko pinapakita iyon pagpinapakita ko ang nararamdaman ko kay Jenkins.

Loving for the sake of being loved back is human, Loving for the sake of love is beautiful and amazing, so not all people often expect it.

I fell inlove with Jenkins at a young age to the point I made it a dream.

Dreaming to be his, and him to be mine

I never wanted to ask him how he feels about me because I was scared...asking him was the last thing I would do.

Years later I'm already an adult while Jenkins is already on the verge of debuting and having the right to marry any woman he wants because he is 1st in line to the throne.

I and Jenkins were walking together in the mini forest. I was holding his hands when suddenly he intertwined them.

Nang tignan ko siya ay agad niyang iniwasan ang tingin ko.

I partially smiled. Pero dahan dahan rin iyon nawala.

"Jenkins totoo bang gusto mo ako?" bigla kong sabi, napatigil naman siya sa paglalakad na ikinatigil ko rin.

He faced me and slanted his face. He pursed his lips.

"Are you doubting me?" tanong niya

He asked that emotionless. Hindi malungkot, hindi galit. He asked it purely as a question.

"W-What? O-Ofcourse not! im just scared....napilitan ka lang ba mahalin ako dahil lagi kita hinahabol?" dahan dahan kong sabi

Tipid naman siyang napangiti. He partially bent down to reach my height.

"No, I did not love you because you love me back. Ang nagmamahal, hindi naghahanap ng reciprocation ng feeling." ani niya at tumayo, he held my hand and intertwined them again.

" I fell inlove with you not because you always chase mo or what but because I saw traits in you that I never saw in anyone else. Traits that made me fall in love harder to you" he said plastered and handsome smile

"Jenkins" ani ko at bigla siyang yinakap.

He hugged me back. So tight yet was not suffocating. So warm yet so cold.

I don't know if I deserve him or not. Lord, what have I done to deserve this human. A human that changes my system whenever he plasters a smile.

It's already late. Both of us skipped dinner.

When we arrived at my room, ako ang unang tumanggal ka sa pagkakahawak namin ng kamay sa isat isa. I faced him and smiled.

"d-dito na ako hehehe. um...hmm..g-goodnight" awkward kong sabi

Sa dami ng taon ko siyang hinahabaol, walang sumagi sa isip ko kung ano gagawin ko kung sakaling sagutin niya ako.

Napamulsa siyang nginitian ako