I'd Come For You

Chapter 8

          He silently watch as the other fight, sitting on one of the bench in the park. Close enough to see every little drop of blood and dirt oozing out the monster's wounds but far enough not to be reach by the splashing black liquid. He squinted as a loud shot was release from the other's metal gun, the bullet opening a new wound on the demon's chest, making way for more blood to come out.

          He watch Kai's every move. Taemin personally hates the Demon's appearance before and during the fight. It's creepy. Like it's something that came out from one of his nightmares. So he decided not to pay much attention to the monster. Focusing every fiber of his eyes to his beloved Angel. Sweat covering his skin, damping his dark blue dress shirt and his jet black hair. The night is not that hot, it's still winter. But maybe the adrenaline rush on Kai's veins made his body warm and heated.

Like what happened yesterday?

           Taemin blush at the thought. Remembering their love making. Kai is truly his and vice versa. He still can't believe it. Kai owning and marking him. He touch the red-purplish mark on his neck. Trying his hardest to remember every detail of the heated moment. Not that it's already forgotten, no. It's still fresh in his memories. But he can't still quite grasp it. It's too beautiful to be real.

           A loud, final bang echoes into the air, pulling him out from oblivion. He looks up to see Kai standing motionless, his back facing Taemin. Looking down at the pool of dark liquid just centimeters away from his feet. Then he pulls out a small bottle from his pocket, he slowly opens the lid and pours its content to the dirty remnants of the Demon. Blazing it with fire until it burns into nothing. Taemin watch as the latter's wings disappear together with his metal weapon. Kai slowly looks back at Taemin, then a grin forms on his thick, full lips. Turning his eyes to shape like a half-crescent moon. Taemin's breath got stuck in his throat by Kai's cuteness. Contradicting the situation they was in a few moments ago. Kai walks to him,  still smiling like a little boy who got candies or won a big teddy bear in a Carnival. Or just someone who is madly in love.

           Taemin didn't know when he stood up but the moment Kai is in front of him he was on his feet, his whole weight leaning on his toes as he leans up to catch a taste of Kai's awaiting lips. His arms snakes around his lovers neck, pulling the latter down, closer to him. They kiss under the light of the full, winter moon. Romantic atmosphere surrounds them despite the harsh, freezing wind of the cold December night, they feel warm and fuzzy inside. Warm hand make its way to Taemin's lower back. Sipping its heat through the thin layer of clothes. They deepen the kiss, hot lips and wet tongues wrestle. Passionate and hot. Their lips separated when their lungs hurt. Panting. Trying to breath in enough oxygen into their lungs. But Kai's arms are still wrapped around Taemin protectively, same as Taemin's. Sharing each other's body heat as they gaze into each other's eyes lovingly. Kai smiled again. And Taemin follows too. They are grinning to each other, not saying anything coz their eyes are the ones who are communicating.

               Until a thought crosses Taemin's mind. How long can they stay like this? How long before the Heaven or Hell interrupt? He was lost again in space like he always do. Taemin didn't know that he said the question out loud in the open, cold air. Only realizing it when Kai's eyes widen with shock, then fear. Looking down at him and then his face darken. His eyes unreadable. Lost in his own thoughts.

          "How long will this last?" Kai repeats in a whisper, a question asked more to himself than to Taemin coz he's the only one who might have a clue between the two of them. He's the God's seraph after all. But the harsh reality was smacked on his face together with the bitter answer of "I don't know". He holds Taemin closer, tighter as he could. Afraid that the latter might slip away from him as the three harsh words were said.

              Kai is scared. So damn scared. Though it's an understatement coz he can't explain what he feels. Fear and doubt clouding his mind. Gripping his heart tight making it palpitate as it tries to escape from the grip of angst. And in a blink of an eye they are home. Landing on Taemin's soft, warm bed. Comforting their cold bodies, cushioning Kai's tired limbs. But their hearts are still heavy. Thick silence accompany them. Both minds are lost in different worlds.

             Taemin feels apologetic. Thinking it's his fault that the sweet, loving mood was ruined. But he can't shake the feeling in his guts that something might go wrong. There is something wrong, both of you are wrong. Taemin scolds his subconscious for adding coal on fire. But he can't blame himself, nor Kai. Love came unexpectedly, wrong but still, he welcomed it. He thinks it's Heaven's fault. Throwing Kai down on Earth for him to see. It's Heaven's fault that he let Taemin know Kai and didn't stopped Taemin when he's falling for him. It's Heaven's fault. Not him. Not Kai. But Heaven. There's no one to blame but Kai's home. But he doesn't completely hate the so-called-Holly-Place, they made Kai after all. But they made Kai wrongly. Kai shouldn't have been an Angel or Taemin shouldn't have been a human if they'll just make them love each other. And then what? Screw them because they committed a sin? He thinks Heaven and the Government are the same. Unfair and deceiving. He closes his eyes, trying to block the tears that are trying to fall and the scary thoughts that are spilling in his head. He's sorry for blaming something he shouldn't be questioning. But he can't help it. Not when he knows he did nothing to deserve this. He loves Kai whether it's wrong or right. Sin or not, he won't stop. Not now. Not ever.

           He snuggles closer to Kai as he lays on top of him. The latter absentmindedly pulling him closer. He can hear the other's fast beating heart, same as his. He figured Kai is praying. That thought made Taemin even more guilty, Kai is praying and praising while he was blaming Him. Maybe he should sleep so that the ugly thoughts will leave him alone. After all, sleep is the best escape from emotions. Maybe when he wakes up everything will be normal. Normal? How will everything be normal? The only solution is for Kai to be human, or for him to be something like Kai. But it's impossible. Lucifer is still an Angel even though he was thrown in Hell, so what will be the difference if Taemin comes up to Heaven? He's still a human. Their love is still forbidden. He doesn't want to think about this. So he shut his eyes tighter, silently praying to anyone, anything to save them. To help them. To make everything better because he can't live without Kai. Cause a life without Kai is a living Hell. And another thought crossed his mind, Even when I die and be eaten by flames, I will still be happy coz Hell will be Heaven if I'm with Kai. And with that thought, he figured he doesn't care where he goes, or who would get him as long as Kai is with him. He won't let go even if he's one step closer to the mouth of Hell. A bitter smile forms on his lips and a tear falls down his eyes.

       Bitter and sweet. Pain and pleasure. Light and darkness. Heaven and Hell. Everything has it's own darkness, you just have to find light in the dark. Even if it's imaginary, it's enough if it makes you happy.

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hi! I'm back. Thank you for the votes and beautiful comments! you are all so beautiful. I feel guilty writing this. I feel like I committed a sin. Oh Dark father I have sinned~ Hahaha I'm trying to forget my dark past but this story is pulling me back to it. XDD Anyways, I hope you like this. I feel like the end is coming soon ._.

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