Euphoria

X part::3

We are in the car on our way to Orlando which is gon take a while considering we all live in plantation.

Everybody is driving in tanks car, but me, jah, ash, and trippy. We're driving in jah's car but trippy and ash in the front because they taking turns driving while me and jah in the back.

His hand was slowly rubbing my inner thigh, every since we got in the car he's been doing that. I just ignore it looking out the window.

His hand twitch a little making me frown and then he gripped my thigh tightly causing me to hiss. The music was turnt, not so loud but loud enough for only me to hear my pain.

I look at him because he was really hurting me, looking deeply into his eyes seeing x. I went to his ear putting my hand on his.

"Baby that hurts"

I whine in his ear, he looked at me with his dark demeanor. He seen my pouty face losing his grip a little making me sigh.

"I'm sorry"

His raspy voice spoke, awe I'm teaching him to be gentle. He turn to face the front and I put my head on his shoulder. I grab his hand, the one on my thigh interlacing it with mine.

X isn't that bad he just need to learn how to be more gentle, at least with me.

"X"

He hum in response

"How long did you have a crush on me"

I really need to know, considering that I met X when we were 13. Jahseh told me about him when me and him first met when we was like 12, but my first time meeting x was when we was 13.

We were at the movies with trunks and for some reason jah got really protective of me. He didn't even want me close to trunks and he had to be touching me the whole time.

Then I called him jah and he got mad telling me he was x. And then any time x came out, he was either fighting or he couldn't keep his hands off me.

And it wasn't in a sexual way it was like a really protective way. Then when jah and neva broke up jahseh started to flirt with me a lot and y'all see where we at now so.

"The first day I met you"

He respond

"I don't know why but as soon as I laid my eyes on you I felt something and all I knew is I hated when people would touch you or even talk to you"

He adds, yup sounds like his possessive ass.

"I killed Justin not jahseh"

He admits, I figured that though

"Jah didn't want to, he just wanted him to get beat up...critical condition but he deserved to die"

"Yeah he hit me and all-"

"No not because of that, all I could think about was him putting his dick in you, kissing you, it created a madness in my head"

God this man is crazy, but I love him.

"When I killed him I felt relieved of the monster in me, I known if I let him live..I would of went crazy"

I look at him seeing sadness but not because of what he did. Because he thinks I'm upset with him

"I'm sorry I know that you'll probably never forgive me-"

"I do, I forgive you"

I say making relief come upon him

"Why don't you like Geneva"

He frowned as if that was a stupid question

"Cause she's a hoe, you can't wife a hoe I told jahseh that everyday"

I laugh

"He just kept letting her cheat on him to...dumbass"

I smile at his madness, I lay my head in his lap kicking my feet on the seats.

"Can you play in my hair please"

He sucked his teeth

"Fuck no"

"Why"

I whine

"Nigga I ain't jahseh, ask him to do that soft shit"

I pout making him huff putting his hand in my hair massaging it, but it felt weird.

"Never mind"

I say moving his hand, i lay on my back observing his tattoos. I thought for a second and just bit the palm of his hand. He laugh as I bit it softly making me smile.

"Your a fucking weirdo"

He said making me giggled

"Why'd you come, you usually only show up with a purpose"

"I do have a purpose"

"And that is"

I say tracing his 'cleopatra' tattoo

"I missed you"

I smile at his words

"I missed you too"

I say, although I kinda miss jahseh. I'm tired and he know just how to play in my hair to put me to sleep.

He looked down at me softly rubbing his finger tip around my face admiring me. This is literally the softest I've ever seen him and the softest he's ever been.

"Why are you in love with me"

I ask

"I don't know, I wish I wasn't"

"Why"

"Because I hate being soft with people"

"That's a lie cause I seen you with your mom and your a momas boy"

He tilted his head

"That's my mom it's different"

"So I'm special"

I smile as a joke but

"Yes, you are"

He was serious

"I hate you with your fine ass"

He said harshly, which I didn't know weather to take as a compliment or not. Especially because he's still touching me so softly.

"I thought you love me"

"I do"

He said rubbing his finger over my bottom lip

"Your making me hard"

I giggle

"I didn't even do anything"

"You don't have to that's how in love I am with you"

He said pulling my face to his, he pulled me close kissing me-still rough.

"Yo, can y'all stop"

I hear trippy but x wouldn't let me go

"Jah, bruh that shit is disrespectful"

Trippy says again, x pulled away about to snap because he called him jah but I covered his mouth.

"X!"

I corrected trippy because if he did it..Chile. Tippy look in the rear view in shock

"Oh shit my bad, what's up vro"

He said as I uncovered x's mouth

"Lets take a nap"

I say to him making him rest his head on my chest closing his eyes. Ashley looked at me through the rear view wiggling her eyebrows. I smile shaking my head at her

Sorry the update took so long I like to procrastinate🤓