Tw self harm suicide death
Oh and n stands for nurse
Josh POV
T- hello
J- hey ty you need to get to the hospital
T- why what happened
J- y/n tryed to off themselve
T- okay I'll be there as soon as possible
J- Kay see you there
I hang up as I pull into the parking lot of the hospital
I get out and run into the hopitle to the reception counter
N- who are you hear for
J- y/n l/n
N- they just got into surgery sir you can sit down over there
She points To the waiting area I just nod my head and sit 8n a chair there's a couple people here
a woman with long black hair in a pair of black jeans and a hoodie another woman next to her with short brown hair and a button up shirt and blue jeans a man with short shaggy dyed red hair like mine but greesy in in a hoodie and baggy pants
I start to think about only a month ago
*Flash back to a month ago*
I wake up on the couch with a sleeping y/n in my arms they're so peaceful and beautiful when they sleep
I look up at the TV and look at what's playing its dinosaur train
J- the fuck
And then it hits me we fell asleep while watching Bob Ross
Y/n starts moving they look up at me and then look at the TV
Y- really josh children's shows again
J- oh shush
They just shake they're head and get up
Y- what do you want for breakfast
J- ill cook
Y-Okay
J- French toast
Y- yes please
Even though we aren't dating we do a lot of couple things together but we're just friends Even though I really like them i won't tell them because I don't want to ruin our friendship
J- it's ready
They come running in
Y- i smell French toast
J- it's right here
I put some on a plate for both
*Flash back over *
I see Tyler and wave he walks over to me
T- hey bro
J- hey
T- you okay
J- no I can't lose them
T- i know and you won't
He pulls me into a hug and I cry hard into his shoulder
( Time skip 2 hours)
The doctor comes out
D- Mr. Dun
I raise my head from Tyler's shoulder and raise my hand slowly
D- im sorry to inform you that l/n has passed
J- no no please say your joking
D- im afraid not
Those words stung like a knife like putting salt in the wound it made the breath hitched in the my throat I couldn't believe they wore gone so fast
Tyler pulled me into a hug
J- ty?
T- yeah
J- i never got to tell them how much I actually loved them
T- I know I'm sorry
T- I we should go home you can stay in the guest room
J- no I think ill just go home
T- okay
I get home and lay in my bed and I cry I cry until I can't no more I cry until I can't breathe i cry my self to sleep
A/n pt.3 yes because when you sie you probably get a funeral
