Warning: self harm suicide attempt
y/n Pov
I got up about the same time my room mate josh did he gets up around 8am I didn't bother eating. Josh kind of looked at me like why. I just kinda shuged I mean I eat alot yesterday so I didn't want to eat.
I don't really have anything to do today, I don't have work I don't want to go to the studio so I stayed home Josh seemed kinda worried I don't really know why tho.
I don't know why he'd be worried about this peace of shit? I don't have a purpose in life. right? I'm just a burden anyways there's no reason for me to live.
No. I'm worth do. My phone buzzed and took me from my thoughts. Someone comited on one of my pictures. It was actually nice for once but I scrolled down a bit and
they're wore so many ones telling me to kill myself or say things like your fat and ugly. I agree I should kill myself I wouldn't be any trouble any more josh would be able to not worry about me it'd be good
I grab a blade from beside my knight stand and go to the bathroom. Cut till I start to I heard a voice calling for me. see nothing till it all fades to Black
josh POV
Me and Tyler sit in the studio talking
J- You know? I'm kinda worried about y/n. they're acting weird around me.
Tyler spins around in the chair hes in and starts to play ukulele with a dumb grin on his face
T- You should just tell them how you feel about them.
J- Are you dumb? no that will make it wors.
T- How do you know? I told Jenna now we're getting married.
J- Yeah ty but we're not like you guys.
T- How!?
J- I don't know we just are.
T- Okaay but if you talk about them one more time I'll tell them myself
J- Yeah what ever. Can we go home now.
T- Yeah we can
As we get to are car's parked next to each other once again he says
You never know until you you try it with an evil grin he gets in his car and drives away
{Time skip because car rides are boring when you're by yourself}
I walk in and it's completely quite that scares me
J-Y/n I'm home.i say no answer
J-Hello y/n
J-Are you here
I've checked everywhere. W-no-they wouldn't do that. right? My thought over lap each other as I run upstairs to the bathroom connected to they're room. The door is locked so I
kick down the door they're they are covered in bloody cuts all up they're arms
i drop to my nees i shake them a bit and check theyre pulseits still they i call 911
the amublance finily gets here call tyler while i drive to the hopitle
Pt 2?
Yes. Why? Cause I don't know how to end this
