𝐃𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 | 𝚜.𝚛

𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒆...

you couldn't see me while you
...  fucked me
you couldn't see me while you
... talked to her
you couldn't see me while you
... touched me
you couldn't see me while you
... dreamed of her
you couldn't see me while you
... only thought of her

I was just a game to you
you played me like your chess game
in which you won
... I lost
in which you broke my heart
... yours swelled with love for her
I may be overdramatic
... I'm hurt
but you shattered it
... I'm no more than just a memory
took a hammer and obliterated it into dust with repeated forceful hits

I remember that time I punched a mirror and you wrapped me up was the night I lost you and I lost myself
I was spiraling in my head
having a breakdown
there was a storm in my eyes
couldn't you have seen it
I was right there in front of you
or were you too blinded by her

did she infect you to the point where I was nothing to you

did you feel anything for me?

my love, oh how I would run miles for you

my darling, oh how I fell out of love with you

but I still love you don't you see

no words, no actions can change that

but my undying feelings towards you are conflicted

I'm conflicted

it's a pain

I want to live again

be whole again

have you at my side

but it's no use

you fell

while I dropped

you couldn't see me while you only saw her

you would've replaced her in Diana's arms so she could live

you rather sacrifice your life for her

you rather tell her you love her than to me

you rather have her replace me

you rather mourn the loss of  her than of me

you didn't just lose that other girl, you also lost me

you rather be with her while you were with me...

I'm no more than a hollow being
I'm nothing compared to her

what did she have that I didn't?

what did I do to make you stop loving me?