𝐃𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 | 𝚜.𝚛

𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆'𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒆𝒇𝒕 𝒄𝒖𝒛 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒊𝒅 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕

why? ...

all the 'why?'s running through your mind

you couldn't handle it anymore

the pain

the heartache

you couldn't even focus on the case

you only focused on them

the what looks like cheating wife/ best friend and ex-lover

what did you do exactly to deserve such pain

you need to know

what were your actions to put this in play

was it because you broke up with spencer

was it because you left

question among question

your day was all a blur

they didn't even notice you

you were basically a third wheel on the case when around the two

so you distanced yourself again

you didn't want to

but you had too

you didn't talk made no attempt to interact with the case unless it was with the whole team

you didn't wanna be there anymore

you wanted to go home

cry

you wanted to cry your heart out

you wanted to punch something ... someone

you wanted all this to end

all to end...

"y/n..."

"hmm?" you answered not
caring who was calling ur name

"uhm, i- i- need uh- could- ..." silence it made you look up from your files to see who it was

you head started to spin

the room spinning

it was the one and only dr. Reid

"what do you want Reid?" you coldly demanded

the thing is that you never called Spencer Reid

or dr. Reid

sure maybe for the fun of it

but never to address him when talking

it was only spencer it spencie or Spence

he had a look of shock

why though?

so you repeated what you said

even colder than before

"what.do.you.want.Reid" you demand while leaning back into your chair crossing your arms

he stood there like an idiot

it frustrated you

to the point where you wanted to yell at him

but you didn't because he finally spoke

"uh, hotch want us to go to the new victims crime scene together," he said but not like the way his voice was earlier

it's was full of bitterness of some kind

like something clicked in his head to be bitter towards you

it surprised you

though you didn't show it