𝐃𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 | 𝚜.𝚛

𝒅𝒊𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒊𝒆

it's things like these that make me
wish I had never met you

you've ruined me...
in a way that I'm addicted too

I shouldn't feel this way
because everything I had knew about you was a lie to me

but it's all too late

you didn't have to lie, Spencer

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• NO ONE'S POV •

The chief needed to talk to the doctor once more about the importance of the assignment

There is a new threat a dead woman walking in which needs to be dealt with but with the doctor's attachments, the plans have changed.

Y/n needed to be kept safe from Diane, but she's dead now... right?

It's confusing just like this tale of it all

Y/n was a student of miss Donavan, into which miss Donavan was in said hiding at the time of those classes. Into which y/n had only had a substitute teacher and miss Donovans name was never really on her schedule list.
Y/n had a plethora amount of teachers during her time in these classes thus why she gave up memorizing their names because she was just too occupied.

The chief had gotten word of this, and since
y/n had started working with him in the BAU why not keep hee near for keeping a close eye on him because of the situation the doctor had told him about with his faceless lover.

The doctor meeting with y/n was unplanned 

Her working at the BAU was unplanned, to say the least

the chief pairing her with the doctor wasn't a mistake

everything from there on out was simply planned

The doctor's feelings towards her were unplanned, it was damaged done.

She had fallen for him way too quick... For the plan, it was real to her and she was in love.

For three years this plan had been going

For three years the doctor had been talking to his faceless lover who was being stalked by a former student whom the chief thought might be after y/n too (to get to the doctor maybe and or miss Donovan)

Y/n was into deep, he left his presence with her but not his heart. While she was with him while he was with her; he didn't fall too early he fell too late.

Now the miss Donavan is gone the plan had gone into shambles, so why keep y/n around?

The fight between them was planned, his tears and feelings were a mix of emotions real or maybe fake, the doctor himself didn't know.

Her paunching the glass was uncalled for, he needed her gone to be safe... Because look how miss Donovan turned out (six feet underground) he thought what he was doing was right even if it wasn't the plan... And so he did she had left, went to New York and only came back because he had to beg the chief to give an excuse to have her come back, though the chief told the doctor to act anything but vulnerable to y/n since he ruined the plan to far, there was no messing up this time. So the doctor had decided to pretend to hate her, show dislike and unavailable-ness because studies show that people wouldn't want to be with you if you show those types of emotions.

To solidify these acts even more the chief had decided to put a member of the team with the doctor so y/n wouldn't feel anything but disgust towards him... To keep her away from him...

Though to be honest have Jennifer being that member wasn't the best idea being as how y/n doesn't wanna be anywhere near her now and how Jennifer had taken her role a bit too seriously.

Y/n ended being kidnapped by a heartbroken killer who shared the same feelings as y/n. The killer wanted to bond with y/n though she ended up carving on y/n instead... The doctor blamed himself, blame himself for a lot of things (some of which he had no control over a time)

Though whatever was between the blonde and the doctor seemed to be over at least, y/n had decided to finally move one over months since her break up with the doctor, an actor who seemed to be head over heels with her, who treats her how she should've been in her previous relationship.

It's a game of hatred, despair, and an accumulated amount of untitled emotions.

It was all so confusing

It is all confusing

....

Though her being in the BAU that night was unplanned

Y/n had walked in to finish paperwork she needed to attend to, walking in she found half her pile on Reid's desk. This seemed to confuse the agent as to why she ended up going to Hotch's office only to stop in her tracks when she heard both Reid's voice and Hotch's, she stood and still as possible listening to how the chief was explaining everything to Reid. How y/n was only an assignment and how Reid was supposed to fake to love her (though he ended up falling for her) she heard how her and Reid's relationship was full of lies and deceit... She felt betrayed, she could've died right there from the amount of betrayal she was in.

She had heard how it was all to keep her safe but also Reid and his faceless lover.

She had heard everything

Everything she wasn't supposed too

She was being stalked, just like Maeve and even from the same person, which couldn't be because Diane was read, right?

She had heard how a dead woman was after her but why?

What had she done?

What had she done to ever deserve any of this?

She had been standing there the whole time, from the very beginning to when hotch was explaining the 'assignment' to Reid to the very end.

She was in shock until she heard footsteps approaching the door...