𝐃𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 | 𝚜.𝚛

𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒈𝒐 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒓𝒖𝒊𝒏 𝒊𝒕...

the moment you all left the police station and everyone separated

and you were out of sight

no one saw you last

though you were paired to go find the unsub with Reid who was to busy talking to JJ to notice your disappearance

he thought you were in the SUV waiting for him

JJ took her sweet time talking to Reid

touching his arm every so often

swiping her hair away from her neck

Reid noticing these flirtatious movements

and he got excited

he would touch her hand

linger his fingers in hers

they would both stand to close to each other

if you never knew who they were you would've guessed they were a couple at first

though when Reid saw how long he had been standing there talking to JJ

he told her he had to go before he got in trouble with Hotch

when Reid left JJ felt a pang of guilt his her

she felt guilty

for flirting around with Reid

she knew what happened between you two

she felt guilty for being a bad friend

a bad wife

she was basically cheating on will

he's a great husband

done nothing wrong to make her go do this to get back at him

this wasn't fair to will nor you ...

she couldn't apologize to you because Reid can back into the station freaking out

rambling about you

and how there was a blood-smeared into the driver side of the SUV that was parked in the alleyway of the department

he went on about how there was a sign of struggle because the driver door wasn't closed it was halfway ajar

and to be honest he was scared

and the flirty-ness he had felt or done with JJ vanished

the things from last year finally hitting him

Maeve dying

you leaving

him telling you how he didn't love you but he really did

he really loved you

he wanted to marry you

he wanted you to bear his kids

he wanted that life with you and only you

but he royally messed that up with you

because he was cheating on you with Maeve

his excuse was that she understood him and understood his mind

but you were there with them every day every hour

you knew him better than anyone

you knew him better than himself

and we wanted to rekindle what you two had