I fiddle nervously with my fingers while making my way to Y/N's room.
This evening is my last chance to be alone with her. Tomorrow we will have performances and the day after that as well. Then we travel to Seattle during night time and after that we will have performances there and an evening just with the boys.
My feelings for her are confusing the shit out of me and I just need some clarification so I can move on without regrets. At least I hope so.
I stand in front of her room door, striking my shirt smooth. I dressed up a tiny bit for her this evening, I just want to look presentable.
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(✨I C O N I C✨ ; this incredibly gorgeous human being😫😍)
I know Y/N always tells me I look good in black, but maybe I went a bit to far.... Aishh why am I doubting myself? Common Xuxi, you got this!
I contemplate for another minute but finally gathering enough confidence, I knock on her door. I hear a small 'it's open' coming from inside so I carefully open the door.
I scan the room and see a very puffy and sleepy Y/N crawling out of the bed.
She rubs her eyes with her fists and yawns like she just woke up, which she probably did.
She waddles across the room, towards the bathroom and I can't help but quietly coo at the sight in front of me. She is so tiny and delicate, but don't get me wrong. She talks like she is 6'5. Like she owns the world, but in a caring way. She is feisty but she doesn't mean badly. I think I've never really thought so much about someone before as much as I think about her. She is beautiful in every possible way.
Even when she just woke up, which amazes me, because that is the only moment of the day I seriously question my appearances.
I take a breath to let her know of my presence, but before I can say anything I see her trip over her big suitcase.
I rush towards her and quickly lock my arms around her small body. She looks up in my eyes, they widen and immediately a faint blush starts spreading across her cheeks.
Damn you're cute.
I scoop her up in my arms and cary her to the bathroom.
She starts squirming in my arms and lets out some soft groans trying to free herself from my hold. "Lucas..." She breaths out of breath.
"Yes, Star?" I ask with a teasing chuckle.
I feel her stiffen in my hold and her faint pink blush is turning a deep red shade now.
