Chapter 81

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I took my phone n sat down

Convo:

Hello?- Me
Hey, YN- Santo
How are you?- Me
Good, you?- Santo
Fine- Me
You busy, can we talk?- Santo
You home?- Me
Yeah, been home- Santo
We can talk, I'd rather face-to-face- Me
Yeah, you want me to come to you or you wanna come to me?- Santo
Do you mind coming to me? I'm bout to pack for a trip n I'm leaving soon- Me
Ard, I'll be there in a second- Santo
I'll be waiting- Me
Okay- Santo

:End

You so hard headed- Anthony said

I sighed- Don't remind me, but I'd rather handle it now n get over it in London

Don't invite him to London- Anthony said

I'm not- I said

He's here- Anthony said

Lord- I said

I went in my room n into my closet n got my suit case

|ROC POV|

I made my decision but I'm not ready for a reaction, n we won't be able to talk it out fully bc she's leaving. Where tf is she going? W/O me? I thought she was clingy?

I went up to her room n saw close flying out her closet

YN?- I asked

I'm in the closet, give me a second- She said

Okay- I said standing at the desk

She came out the closer wit hangers in her hand n picked the ones up off the floor bent over....I copped a peep

I'm sorry, I can't sit down n have clothes on- YN said

It's ight- I said

YN put her suit case on the bed

So what did you wanna talk about?- YN asked

Us, mostly you- I said walking over to her bed

Oh- YN said looking uneasy

Why you look like that?- I asked

Bc I'm scared- YN said

Of what?- I asked

Loosing you- YN said

I want the truth out of you- I sighed

Okay- YN said

What did you n Ja'Nae do last night?- I asked

YN sighed- We went to dinner, n back to her apartment- YN said

What did y'all do?- I asked

Talk- I cut her off

I'm don't wanna hear that bullshit! What did y'all do?- I asked

We had sex- YN said

Are you serious?- I asked

Yes, I'm sorry- YN Said

Holy shit- I burst

I'm sorry- YN cried

Why would you lie to me?- I asked

YN cried- Answer me!- I said

Idfk Chresanto! I was fucking scared! I didn't want to hurt you, bc I love you Santo- YN said

I'm hurt YN, it's too late! If you really loved me, you wouldn't have done it- I yelled

I got caught up in the moment! I made a fucking mistake, is that okay wit you Santo?- YN yelled crying- I'm sorry

How tf do you get caught up in taking your clothes off?- I asked

Idk, I'm sorry- YN cried

Why would you do this to me?- I asked

I'm sorry!- YN raised her voice- I'm fucking sorry

Stop- I said

I'm sorry, I'm so sorry- YN cried leaning against the wall n falling to the ground

I went over to her- Do you understand how much this hurts me?

YN cried in her knees

But do you understand how much I love you? I fucking love you? I'll give you the world if you asked for it, I love you n I will always love you- I Said

YN cried, I wrapped my arms around her sitting beside her on the floor- I love you too!- She sniffled throwing her arms around me

I held my arms around her, rubbing her back

YN!- Someone called

Yeah?- YN managed to get out

The car is here!- Someone said

Oh shit!- YN said

Go get dressed- I said

YN stood up n ran in her closet. I stood up n put the rest of her clothes in the suit case n the shoes n closed it

Thank you- YN said putting her glasses on

You do know there's no type of sun out?- I asked

Yeah, but the paparazzi- YN said

Okay- I said

YN picked up her bag- Aye!

Wassup?- I asked

You do understand that I've cried n slept all day bc I thought you'd break up wit me?- YN asked

You should've saved the tears, bc I'd never- I said- I am mad at you tho

Okay- YN smiled a lil

YN!- Nicki yelled

I'm coming- YN said

I took her bag out her hand n she picked up her carry on

Thank you- YN sniffled

No problem- I said walking down the stairs behind her

I'm ready- YN said coming down

Took you long enough- Flacko said

Shh- I laughed taking my smoothie

Hey, Santo- Nicki said

Hey, Nicki- I said giving YN's bag to the driver

You guys okay?- Nicki asked

Yes, Mama- YN said

Okay, just making sure- Nicki said

I'll see you later?- I asked

Yeah- YN said

Call me- I said

I'm going to London- YN said

Then I'll call you, so we can finish talking- I said

No I will, see you- YN said

Adios- I said closing her door

They pulled off n I watched their car leave

Santo!- Anthony said

Wassup, bruh?- I asked

2k on the big screen- Anthony said

Aye- I said going back in the house

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