|ROC POV|
What got into me? Am I a rapist, or am I going crazy? I think it's fucking both. She had to see how it felt to be hurt so bad, I should've did it another way but I didnt. She's not a virgin anymore n it's all my fault
I got undressed n got in the shower wit her after cleaning the floor. She jumped n covered herself stepping under the water
Calm down- I said
Why should I?- YN asked
Bc I feel horrible. I'm so fucking sorry- I said
Don't apologize, you already ruined me. It's not like you can take it back- YN said standing on the wall
Don't say it like that, i honestly do regret it. I love you to death, and would do anything to make it up. I just want you to take me back n forgive me- I said
Just bc you took my virginity doesn't mean I have to take you back- YN said
I know, but if you really loved me you'd give me another chance n try- I said
YN sighed- Imma have to think about it, bc if you really loved me you wouldn't have done it- YN's voice cracked
I'm soo sorry- I said
I fuckin hate you- YN cried in my chest
I hate me too- I said rubbed her forehead
◇1 hours later◇
Just so you know you know, my intensions wasn't to get you back. Right now, n I'm happy your atleast giving me another chance- I said
Don't make me regret it, seriously- YN said
You wont, put that on everything- I said
Okay- YN smiled
You love me?- I asked
Never stopped- YN said
Good- I said kissing her
I have to meet Yaz soon- YN Said
You fuckin serious YN?- I asked
Yes! I'm not gonna cancel on him!- YN said
Where y'all going?- I said
Does it matter? We not together- YN said
I know, bc if I was you'd stay your ass in the house- I said
Please- YN giggled
I'm deadass serious, i don't wanna loose you again- I said
You wouldn't, at long as you don't fuck up- YN said
I promise you I won't- I said
Okay- YN rolled her eyes
What was that for?- I asked
What?- YN asked
You rolled your eyes- I said
Bc you chattin- YN said
Wow, you don't care bout what I gotta say?- I asked
I do, but the thing is, should I believe your lying ass?- YN asked
Yes- I said
Whatever- YN said
I jumped on her n held her arms over her head
You getting on my last fuckin nerve- I said
YN laughed- Good, mf.
I opened her legs n pushed myself into her
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Rise&Grind
FanfictionYN grew up in the game, growing in the game. Around men and woman since she was young. It's a different experience growing up in the middle of drama n music. A teen from Port Of Spain, raised in between Long Island, New York, New Orleans, Louisiana...
