|YN POV|
Hey, boo- I said getting in the car
Hey, YN- Ani said
How's your day going?- I asked
Good. Crying from time to time, try not to do it in front if anyone- Ani said
You need to Ani, I'm so very sorry I brought you across the country, in an unfamiliar place then in a house full of strangers coming in & out. But everyone is willing to help you thru this difficult time- I said
There's no need to apologies- Ani said
And I know you been thinking n in your feelings like 'I let this lil girl bring me n my fucking daughter out of NO? This lil bitch ain't gon'e help me, nun'- I scoffed
Honestly, I did for a second. I'm 24 yrs old, I should've had my shit together, I shouldn't have been depending on Aaron. Don't get me wrong, I am more than thankful n grateful to have had Aaron. Now he's not here, to provide for myself n our daughter and I'm stranded! Plus I have no one to fall back on except his friends bc mine are fake asf! And I thank god for you and Kenzo and will continue to, I know it's a lot but I have to depend on my daughter's godparents bc I have nothing! Nd it's really sad- Ani said starting to cry
Don't blame yourself but blame yourself. None of us in a million years would have thought lil A would be gone, don't take offense, but you should've had your shit together. Not knowing what could happen outside or inside of y'all house. But I understand you were a house wife, so.- I said- I might be young, n not know every-fucking-thing! But you do what you gotta do, raise Angi to the best of your ability, I'm gonna be here! Kenzo n I- I said
Thank you so much. But I feel like, when I get on my feet, I'm gonna have to pay back everyone that helped me. Which I will, this is a new beginningwit the help of family- Ani said
Imma tell you this, love, loyalty, respect, trust, truth n no fake n messy shit, I'm down for you. I'll give you the world. You give me what I ask for n I'll give you what you deserve- I said
I got you- Ani said
I can't speak for Kenzo, but me n you are in a relationship type status, Ani. Whatever you want, don't be scared to ask. If you feel you don't wanna ask me, ask Kenzo. Or Anthony, or Flacko, speak up your apart of my crazy ass family now. You've always been, but closer now I guess- I said
Okay- Ani said- And I'm sorry for the simple response but you really got me thinking, shocked n impressed- Ani said
Thank you- I said
What year do you graduate?- Ani asked
2015- I said
Your graduating at 16?- Ani asked
Yeah, I think- I said
Then what you gonna do after that?- Ani asked
Work- I said
Not going to school for anything?- Ani asked
There's nothing to go for. I have my cosmetology license, going to school for business n management now, im set- I said
How did you do it?- Ani asked
Work, work my ass off- I said
Wow- Ani said
Other than working, sceaming. I went to my Uncle n told him what I wanted to do n he hooked me up wit one of his friends. He's a teacher, owns a school n got me in, under age. Did my course n I'm good, but I've known how to do hair before all that bc my mom n her glam squad. So I was doing box braids on my fucking dolls by 10, sew ins by 13 n I died someone's weave n the person's weave line it was didn't like it so they fucking sewed me.- I said
You serious? How old were you?- Ani asked
14, my parents were pissed. My whole family was, but my mom n dad payed for the charges n now I only use my aunt's hair- I said
Finna hook me up?- Ani asked
Of course- I said
Ight, continue- Ani said
So my business n management thing, my mom wasn't wit the idea of my own clothing line at 15, so I went to my Grandmas n they showed me how to sew n everything. Then, I did a couple of pieces n showed my dad n he introduced me to a couple ppl n I been on my own ever since. My mom would've never found out about my line if my dad didn't tell her. N that lasted like 6mnths- I said
You doing really good!- Ani said
Just let me know when your ready to do what you gotta do, or you can ask my mom n dad- I said
Okay, thanks you- Ani said
▪Lunch▪
We already have our drink, why you so fucking late?- I asked
I was fucking slumped- Kenzo laughed
I called you this morning, wym?- Ani asked
You called me, I called out of work n I went back to sleep- Kenzo said
Typical Kenzo- I shook my head- Why you call outta work?
Bc my ass was tired- Kenzo said
Shouldn't have been up all night- I said
Everything should've went down on Tuesday like we all planned- Kenzo said
It ain't go down like that, you already know what happened- I said
Tf!? We went out Tuesday didn't we?- Kenzo asked
Yes, Kenzo- I said
Damn- Kenzo shook his head
Ani, you have a car?- I asked
No- Ani said
You needa start working, so when will that be?- Kenzo asked
Idk- Ani said
It doesn't have to be right now, but you need to figure it out, bc you not gonna be able to be around my family all day everyday. I can't even do that shit, you can use one of my cars- I said
Ani laughed- Kenzo where do you work?
I'm a photographer- Kenzo said
Wonder why you two are so close. Photographer n Model- Ani said
That's not why, but he put me up to it- I said
That's good- Ani said
That's why I throw that shit at her when we fighting- Kenzo said
Y'all fight?- Ani asked
Over stupid shit- I said
Aaron used to tell me about y'all fights- Ani said
We always would fight- I said
He always would tell me, n get pissed off in the middle of the story. I would just laugh, he was always like 'Shit ain't even funny, she always gettin on me bout lil dumb shit. Lil yellow ass is annoying asf'- Ani mimicked him
Me n Kenzo was laughing- Lil yellow ass, he really used to call you that! Bruh I die every fucking time- Kenzo laughed
Stfu, Kenzo- I playfully rolled my eyes
He only called you that when he was mad tho, he did that shit infront of me a couple times- Ani laughed
Went off- Kenzo said
Fr! Call my girl out by her name like that- Ani Said
It didn't bother me, bc I called him a dumb fuck sometimes n I feel so bad now- I giggled wiping my tears
You look so sweet, I would've never thought such harsh words would come out your mouth- Ani said
Oh yeah, remember when you told Anthony to go fuck himself- Kenzo laughed
Yeah- I laughed
The morning after your party right? I remember that, Aaron n I was crying- Ani said
Y'all wasn't even in the same sweet- Kenzo said
Exactly- Ani said
Omg!- I laughed
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Rise&Grind
FanfictionYN grew up in the game, growing in the game. Around men and woman since she was young. It's a different experience growing up in the middle of drama n music. A teen from Port Of Spain, raised in between Long Island, New York, New Orleans, Louisiana...
