Addicted To Love (GirlxGirl)

Addicted to love ( chapter 11 )

chapter 11

truth is out

Sparks flew, my mind was in a haze, i couldn't breath for one second , not even to think straight. I closed my eyes and deepened the kiss, making Siana moan into my mouth. Was this really happening? was i actually kissing Siana right now, the girl Ive been madly in love with for the past few days, maybe I've been in love with her longer than that, who knows, but i couldn't think properly with her amazing soft, pink lips against mine.

I smiled as i felt her tongue brush against my lips, asking for entrance, i wasn't even aware that we was making out, right outside my school, that's when it hit me, were kissing right in front of  a public area, even worse, school. I pulled away from this kiss and caught my breath at last, even though i was enjoying that, i didn't want it to stop.The sparks and jolts that ran through my body, it was amazing, like my lips were made for hers, i knew from then on, those are the lips i should be kissing for the rest of my life.

" I'm sorry" panicked Siana, she frowned at me as she looked down at the ground, i couldn't help but feel bad, i didn't want it to end, but i couldn't let it carry on either, not right here where people can see, I'm not ashamed of Siana, its just there's a lot bully's in this school and i don't want Siana to get hurt, ever, she maybe very popular but that could all change in a matter of seconds if people find out shes gay.

" don't be, its OK" i smiled at her holding her hand, our hands fit perfect together.

" no its not OK, i shouldn't have forced myself on to you like that, I'm so sorry angel, forgive me, please" i laughed at her and shook my head left to right slowly, i knew she was confused by that, but i smiled at her anyway and squeezed her hand tightly letting her know its fine.

" no, its fine, honestly, its OK, i liked it, i liked it a lot actually, just i don't want people to know yet"

" know what?" she asked, i gave her a warm smiled and kissed her once more on the lips before answering

" that i love you" i smiled as i watched her smile even wider, this was great, it was like the perfect moment ever, my fairy tale moment i always dreamed of, except it was with a girl instead of a guy .

" i love you too" she smiled and grabbed my other hand, gently stroked my hand with her thumb, i couldn't of asked for a better moment, a better girl to be standing right in front of me, the girl of my dreams.

i giggled as she stuck her tongue at me, she was so perfect, i couldn't help but smile all the time when I'm around her, i get loads of butterflies when I'm with her, my breathing stops and my heart races, its deffiantly love .

" but what about Katelyn" i asked, she smiled at me then giggled

" she's not actually my girlfriend, some other way to make you jelouse" she smirked and i giggled with her, damn, im so glad she's not with her i thought.

" whats going on" i heard from behind me, i turned around slowly , panicking, no please don't say its true, i turned around and took a look at the person in front of me, its true.

" Scott please don't tell anyone, were not ready to tell anyone yet" i let go of Siana's hand and stepped forward to Scott, Scott was a nice guy, he wouldn't tell anyone, right?

" why shouldn't i, i thought you liked me, i told you i liked you and you ran out on me, i came to find you to see if you were ok, but yeah you are aren't you, i mean you must be, your just out here making out with girls, yeah you seem fine alright" he shouted over and over again about him liking me, and how i rejected him, but the truth was, i didn't reject him, i didn't do anything to him, i was just shocked that's all, his supposed to be my best guy friend, not a guy that kisses me in school hall ways.

" Scott I'm sorry OK, i didn't mean to run out on you, i was shocked that's all, you kissed me, what was i supposed to do, kiss you back, your my best guy friend " i stood there defending myself to him as Siana watched us, why was this happening.

" no, you could of least told me the truth, that's all it would have took, you've hurt me angel, just leave me alone, don't speak to me ok , i hope you live a happy life" he walked off away from me with his hands over his face, i didn't feel so good, why was i feeling so bad, it wasn't my fault i was in love with Siana.

" Scott wait please" i shouted after him but he had already walked around the corner, i didn't want to leave Siana , so i just let him go, it was for the best, i'll talk to him later i thought.

" do you think hes gonna tell everyone, you know, about us , about us kissing" Siana asked

i turned around and frowned at the floor, i hate school, to much drama, why now, i was finally happy, and now i might get my ass kicked for being in love with an amazing girl.

" i don't know Siana, i just don't know"

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