All I Have (Armin X Reader)

Curse

Back in time again ^^

Yelena: Y/n, I haven't seen you since you held me in your hand a whole year ago, I'm honored to work with you

She held her hand out for you to shake, which was odd with the distance between you but Levi intervened

Levi: no, you won't be working together, your lucky enough to see her face

Yelena: plenty enough for me

You looked around to see if anyone had anything to say about the look she was giving you before she smiled

Yelena: today will be a joyous day, the port is complete and we're welcoming our firsts outside visitor

You looked over at the sea and saw a big boat following a slightly smaller one

Yelena: from Paradis Island's sole friendly nation, Hizuru, specifical envoy, Kiyomi Azumabito

After letting your visitors in, she presented a cloth with a familiar crest on it

Kiyomi: do you recognize this family crest?

The memory finally came when you heard Mikasa's voice

Mikasa: that's...

Eren: *whispering* show it, Mikasa

Mikasa: *whispering* but my mom said to keep it a secret

You: *whispering* it's alright, you've shown it to me before, I think it's okay to show it now

She lowered her sleeve and unwrapped the bandage she had on before revealing the same crests on her wrist

Mikasa: before she died, this symbol was passed down to me, from my mother, she said I should pass it on to my child

Kiyomi approached her and put her hands on her shoulders

Kiyomi: what an admirable deed! Over a century ago, the shogun we azumabitos descended from had a son, he was on friendly terms with King Fritz and often came to Paradis, after the Great Titan War, Hizuru was defeated and in disarray, in the confusion, a child of the shogunate was left behind on the island, your the lost descendant of our nation's ruler! Your the hope of Hizuru!

You smiled at Mikasa but a shiver suddenly went down your spine

Kiyomi: but to be friends with...her...

You: m-me?

Kiyomi: the Hojo have been slaughtering us for more than six generations, when the Immortal Titan went missing, we thought we were free from their terror but to find out a Hojo still walks the earth...

Mikasa: Y/n isn't like them, she has been family for a long time, please believe me

Kiyomi:...be care-

You: I'm not a Hojo

Kiyomi:...pardon me?

You: I Am a L/n, I will always be a L/n, so please do not accociate me with a name I know nothing about

Mikasa: Y/n...

You:...please excuse me

You hurriedly exited the room and hid behind a corner that seemed isolated

You: so...killing wasn't just something my mom did...it ran in the family...

Historia: Y/n? Y/n!?

You quickly wiped away the tear that slid down your cheek and came out of the corner

You: I'm here...

She immediately approached you and wrapped her arms around you

Historia: are you okay?

You: I'm okay just... scared

Historia: of what?

You: I'm the only Hojo left and no matter what I learn about them killing is always involved and...I used to drool at the thought of killing, the interior police, I didn’t see them as people I saw them as targets to practice killing with...I didn't see how sick it was until I heard a voice in my head, telling me to give into the urge, and now I'm worried that killing isn't what they do I'm afraid that killing is what they are!

She furrowed her eyebrows before placing a hand on your cheek

Historia: your different, you said it your self you are a L/n and L/n's are known for their charisma and nobility, and you don't need anyone telling you who you are

You:...

Historia: ready to go?

You nodded and allowed her to pull you along by your hand

Kiyomi: its a historic day for both our nation's, today is only possible thanks to the one who brought us together Zeke Jaeger, after meeting with him im secret, we agreed to an arrangement under the condition we were able to meet Lady Mikasa

You sat there across from Historia with your head down, listening to everything Kiyomi said up until you got to Zeke's plan

You?: Historia isn't the only...one with...

Before you bit through your tongue, you froze

You:...[Historia...isn't the...only one?]

You blinked and suddenly, everyone was gone

You: eh? Mikasa? Eren?

You looked across from you and saw someone sitting in Historia's seat

You: huh? Who...are you...?

??: you have to find out what they did

You flinched in surprise and covered your ears, their voice was loud and echoing off the walls

You:  Who!? Who are you talking about?

??: fight them, you can't let them control you, find out what they did and tell everyone

You: who are you talking about!? Tell me!

??: your immortality is a curse, don't kill yourself no matter what!

Hange: Y/n!! Y/n!!

Your eyes were blank, white foam was pooling out of your mouth, as you laid limp on the floor, completely unresponsive

Levi: what the hell happened!?

Historia: she just fell over!

Eren: Y/n!!

...Y/n...