HEAL ME, BREAK ME

UNSTOPPABLE FEELINGS

UNSTOPPABLE FEELINGS

It's all started when I met you,
But I didn't expect that this feeling will go this far,
This feeling is unstoppable,
This feeling I wanted to stop,

I want it gone,
I want it away from me,
Pretending not to care was hard,
It was never been easy,

I wanted to text you,
I wanted to tell you how bad I miss you,
But reality took me back,
Telling me that you're already happy,

You're happy with someone else,
I wanted to avoid you,
I wanted to forget you,
I tried,

But I just cannot,
It was hard,
It's like killing my other half,
It's like you are my half whole lot of everything,

Meeting you was fate,
Loving you was what my heart desires,
My minds want to forget you,
But my heart strongly fought the strong feelings I felt for you,

I tried to delete our old good talks and moments,
But I just can't,
Our conversation is a part of good memories from you,
The only thing I have,

The things I had,
Reminding me,
That you and I,
Are close enough in the past,

Am I the only one at fault?
Who told you to be there?
When I am at the peak of breaking?
You are the only one who stayed,

Why did you stay?
When everyone leaves?
You always understand me,
Even if sometimes I am acting like a childish brat,

Loving you is a blessing,
I didn't regret any.
But this feeling was far from what I expected,
You happy now with someone else,

You know that your happiness is all that matters to me,
If you are now happy,
How can't I?
You know that I can give up anything for you,

If your happiness is her,
Then be happy with her,
Your story has now begun,
But mine was still written in God's will,

All I can do,
Is to love you from afar
And be happy,
On the choice you made.