HEAL ME, BREAK ME

REACHING THE UNREACHABLE

REACHING THE UNREACHABLE

I was ten-year-old 4 years ago,
So innocent and too shy to take a go,
Still clueless about what life may bring,
In this chaotic world, hope was slowly fading,

Now I saw my younger self, face to face,
Witnessing every single stupid thing I embraced,
Recklessly crossing the road,
Just following my heart's load,

Mindlessly doing what feels right,
Even ending up in the wrong light,
Chasing sweet mistake,
In this world full of hypocrites and egoistic,

Now, when I started to look back,
To those days where there's a lot I lack,
But then, I was so happy back then,
For there are so many people whom I can learn,

I used to wander into the wrong place,
Doing things that will cause me a painful kiss,
Loving those sinful moves,
Causing ruckus to my entire hopes,

Now my dream started to fall apart,
From this tiring scene, I longed to part,
My mistakes are now known,
So I hope to slip away from this wrongful throne,

There's a lot that I lack,
I braced myself as I decided to take a good track,
Where lies and silly tactics arose,
Now I decided to do things that can make my chain lose,

Buckled up with negativity before,
I now knew my lesson so I will surely make a wonderful tour,
Avoiding bait lures,
Letting positivity pours,

Running towards achieving dreams and hopes,
For I no longer have time to toss,
My life is at risk,
It needs saving in order not to sink,

Today is the day,
To do something to change my life, you see,
If not now,
When will be the best time to hurdle hows?

Reality hits me hard,
Indeed, I am no longer a kid to lose cards,
No time to waste,
If I do not want to experience the worst case,

Reality slap me real hard,
It woke me up, not to let losing my guard,
Time to do my part,
So in life, it will be easy by heart,

It sucks living in a perilous hell,
It does not feel right, I can tell,
Problems, worries, and struggles started eating me up,
Handling loads of cups,

I was once a dreamer who lose her dreams,
Losing music in a depth of what-ifs, as it seems,
Wrecking an innocent kid's wish,
Struggles started to get leashed,

Now the time has proposed an opportunity for me,
To whom am I to do it willingly?
The time has come for me to nail,
Might as well do it before getting peeled,

Who would imagine,
That there is still a chance for me to win?
Reaching an unreachable dream,
For there are still hopes and chances, it came.