February 16, 1981

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Dear James,




I'm going on a mission next week. I thought that it would be smart to write a letter before every one I go on just in case...


There are rumors of a spy in the Order.


I'm scared James, I really am.


I'm not a Gryffindor like most of the people here. I'd be lying if I said that I wouldn't want to be back in Hogwarts, in the Hufflepuff common room, sneaking in food from the kitchens.


But I think it's my fear that's keeping me going.


My fear that I'm going to lose you or Paige or my parents or Harry. My fear that you're going to lose people that you care about and that you won't be the same. My fear that we'll lose the war, and the Death Eaters will take over and the little first years that I used to tutor will grow up trying to torture their muggleborn classmates.


We're all doing what we can.


I have to get going now. 




Love,

Ophelia

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