MY LOVE

Chapter sixteen

Aaron's pov

I watched as Sierra and Jaden walked out from the living room. They both walked out hand in hand. I watched as his eyes were fixed on her ass. I had to fight the urge to not call him out there and then.

"If you think I'm going to blow these balloons on my own then you've got the wrong girl babe" Kiara joked bringing my attention back to her. I laughed and leaned over the coffee table to grab a red balloon from the packaging and laid back down on the couch.

"Hey" Kiara whispered. I twisted my head to face her. She leaned down as I was leaning back on the couch. She pressed my lips against mine. I began moving lips in sync with hers. My mind flashed back to the kiss Sierra and I shared. I knew things were fucked up the minute we shared that kiss and it certainly didn't help that I think about it 24/7. I knew i had tell Kiara at some point. Kiara must have noticed my distress because she pulled away with a deep frown on her face.

"What's wrong?" She asked. She kept her hand on my cheek, gently stroking it.

"Nothing" I reached deep into my pockets lifiting my hips up and pulled out a box of cigarettes and a lighter. I only smoke when I get stressed. It was a coping mechanism that I developed during college. I placed the cigarette in my mouth before igniting it.

Kiara's frown deepened even further as she watched me take a drag. "Aaron-" she started

"Get on top of me" I demanded. Kiara's eyes widened in bewilderment.

"What? Here?" She frantically looked around the room and then to the open kitchen in front of us. The living room and kitchen were both in the same room so anyone in the kitchen could see anyone in the living room and vice versa. I placed a hand on her thigh and pulled her to sit on my lap so her was knees were on either side of me. "Aaron we can't-"

I removed the cigarette from my mouth. I silenced her by pressing my lips against her mouth roughly. She groaned and placed her hands on either sides of my face, leaning further into my body. I rocked her hips gently against me. I moved my head to the side of her neck and began sucking hard on it. Kiara wrapped her arms around my neck and sighed in content. My peripheral vision caught the sight of something red in front of me. I looked up and saw Sierra standing behind the counter next to Jaden but her eyes were on me. She watched with a bored expression as I continued sucking on Kiara's neck. Sierra's breathing quickened and I noticed as her chest rose and fell heavily. I couldn't tell if this was turning her on or making her angry. I went with the latter when she suddenly turned around and moved closer to Jaden. Next thing I knew, he wrapped an arm around her waist and leaned down to whisper something in her ear. Whatever he said made her giggle loudly. A little too loudly.

Seeing her laugh like that did something to me. I didn't like it. At all.

"I'll be back in a sec" I said into Kiara's ear. I pulled her off of me and walked out of the room, her calls getting more and more distant. I walked into the guest room that Kiara and stayed in before moving into the hotel. I sat down on the bed and placed the cigarette between my lips again. I leaned over so my elbows were resting on my thighs. I heard a loud cheer of "surprise" outside the room. Great I've missed the surprise now.

The door creeked open and Veronica's head peeked out. She looked at the cigarette between my fingers and shook her head disappointingly. "Sierra is gonna kill you. She hates smoking so get rid of it and what are you doing in here?" She asked as she closed the door behind her.

I ignored her first comment and blew out an air of smoke. "Just thinking" I explained.

She hummed and sat down beside me. She eyed the cigarette before grabbing it out of my hands and took a deep puff. She moaned in ecstasy. She handed it back to me before flopping down on the bed. "Since when do you smoke?" I asked

"I don't...not anymore. Sierra made me stop because she hates the smell of it" Veronica explained. "Seriously though, why are you in here? You missed the surprise"

I contemplated talking to Veronica about my situation. She is extremely close to Sierra but God knew I need a girl's opinion on this. "Ok hypothetically speaking, what would you do if you liked another guy but you're still in the relationship with Josh"

She frowned at me and sat up straight. "Aaron what are you talking about? I don't like anybody else"

"I know, I know! I said hypothetically" I said.

She still had the frown on her face. "Well obviously I would have to tell Josh. It wouldn't be fair on him. But realistically speaking that wouldn't even happen because I love him" she answered. I stayed silent as I pondered on her words.

"What have you gotten yourself into?" She asked narrowing her eyes at me. "Is there something going on between you and kiara?" She gasped

"No! No we are good. A friend back in Canada was having relationship issues and wanted my take on it" I lied. That was such a lame excuse. She was about to open her mouth when the door opened.

"You have got to be kidding me. What are you guys doing? There's a full party in swing and you guys are here-" she looked at my hand and slowly walked towards me. "Don't tell me that's what I think it is" she said pointing at the deathly cylindrical tube between my middle and index finger.

"I told you to get rid of it" Veronica muttered under her breath before getting up to leave the room.

"Don't worry V I'll deal with you later" Sierra warned.

I rolled my eyes at her and stood up. "Ok yes it's a cigarette so what?" I shrugged. She glared at me and snatched the cigarette from my hand. "Hey!" I argued in protest. I followed her into the guest bathroom where she ran it under water and then threw it in the bin. "What is your problem?" I yelled.

"My problem!? My problem is that you have no respect for my home! First you're dry humping on my fucking couch and now you're smoking cigarettes?" She yelled back.

"Are you sure that's why you're mad? Or is because you're jealous that I'm getting action and you're not?" I smirked.

She shook her head in disbelief. "You're disgusting" she spat and walked out. As she was about to slam the door she turned around. "And not that it's any of you're business, but if I wanted to get some action I could easily ask my boyfriend. I'm sure Jaden wouldn't mind some alone time"

The smirk on my face wiped off in a matter of seconds. Sierra smiled at my reaction and walked out of the room.

Boyfriend? Fuck me.