My hero (casualty)

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Rae sat in the ambulance break room with Iain and smiled as he handed her a coffee. He looked to her and smiled. He could tell that she was scared and confused

"are you okay" he asked as she looked to him and smiled

"I guess I don't know what to think Iain. I don't know what to do I mean I am pregnant and it's a shock. We were never careful but faith is only six months and I guess we have to ask if we can do this. I mean we are going to have two kids and it isn't going to be easy" she said as she took a sip of the coffee. Iain looked to her and smiled. He could see how scared and unsure that she was

"I know that you are worried and that you are scared but we are here and I think we are strong and we can do this together and I know it won't be easy but I do want to do it with you. If you do" Iain said as Rae looked to him and smiled

"I need time to think. It's not an easy decision" Rae said as he looked to her and smiled as he placed a hand on her cheek and smiled

"I know it's hard but I promise you that whatever you want to do I am here for you" he said as she looked to him and smiled as he leant in and kissed her 
    
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Rae stood in the staffroom and smiled as she saw lexi. Lexi looked to her and smiled

"you look like crap are you okay" Lexi asked as Rae looked to her and smiled

"I'm pregnant and I have a big decision to make if I want the baby or not I mean I really don't know I'd love mother baby but I know I need to be a good mum to faith too and I am asking myself can I really be a good mum to her. Have another baby and be a good mum to them and do this job it's a lot" Rae said as Lexi smiled

"being a mum isn't easy but you are not there alone. You have Iain and he will support you and he will he there for you no matter what. He loves you and I know that you are worried over all that had happened in your past scares you but your a great mum to faith and if you hsve this baby you will be great to it too. I know it's not easy but you can do this and be a good doctor still it will just be hard" lexi said.

Rae looked to her and smiled knowing she was right and knowing she had a decision to make

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Rae sat in the house as she sat playing with faith. She looked as Iain walked in and smiled as he walked over to her and kissed her and smiled

"I know that things are mess and that you are a mess but we can do this and we can make it work. I am here for you I promise" Iain said as he leant in and kissed her. Rae looked to him and smiled.

She knew it was a mess and she knew that she had a big decision to make but she had no idea what that decision was going to be