I'm not over who?

Chapter 32- Hi, my names Adam

Elise's Pov-

"Adam!" I yelled as I ran after him. "Adam wait!"

He disapeared round the corner and I ran even faster. But when I reached the corner, he was gone.

I walked down the hallway, looking to see if anything looked out of place. It was only then that I noticed that my old bedroom door was open just a crack.

I pushed the door open slowly and held my breath as all the memories I wanted to forget came flooding back to me.

Shaking my head slightly, I walked into the room and spotted a figure out on our balcony... well should I say their balcony now.

"Adam" I sighed, looking at the boy who still sported blue hair.

"Why did Alesa have to leave? Why did she have to just drop that bomb on me straight after Yasmin died?" Adam said, his voice cracking when he mentioned his previous love.

"Adam I'm sorry it's all my fault their both gone."

"It's not your fault! How many times do I have to say it's not your fault Elise! Alesa didn't leave because of you, Yasmin didn't die because of you!" He shouted in anger.

I stayed silent and he turned back to look at me before looking back out across the landscape.

"Adam, everything's going to be alright, I promise you. We might have not spoken for a few months but that doesn't mean I don't understand what you're going through." I said, placing my hand on his shoulder carefully. "I'm going through the same thing" I added in a whisper.

"Eli I'm so sorry, I should have listened to your side of the story. I'm a terrible brother." He sobbed. I looked at my brother and tried to hold back my own tears.

"You're not a terrible brother, you're the best brother in the world." I stuttered, tripping over my words. "Sure you could have listened but T- he's your best friend, I understand that now."

"I'm such a fuck up! Mum and dad would be disappointed with me" He sobbed.

"Adam please, cheer up. I forgive you, everything's alright now." I whispered. He suprised me, by turning around and bringing me into a hug. "Can we just start over? Pretend like none of this ever happened?" He asked.

"Sure." I answered simply. But it wasn't just sure, I knew he still didn't believe me.

"Well in that case. Hi, my names Adam" He said, wiping away his tears.

I let out a small laugh. "Adam I already know who you are, lets just start back before we fell out."

"Okay"

"Okay."

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-Timeskip to the day before school-

"EMILY! Have you seen my Jumper?!" I screamed down the stairs.

"NO!" She yelled back.

"But where did it go then?" I shouted.

"Will you shut up! Look on your chair!" Ian complained, hitting his fist against the wall from outside the door.

"Kay sorry!"

I looked on the chair and yep there it was, oh yeah I forgot I moved it there earlier on.

I was getting my bag ready for school the following day. Everyone was kind of throwing me in the deep end here, and I'm just hoping that I figure out how to swim before I drown.

Finishing up my bag, I headed downstairs to grab some food from the kitchen. I avoided three people in particular. Ty, Jason and August. I couldn't look at August without wanting to cry either, I couldn't help but want to go and tell her what Jason did.

But much like everyone else, she had no clue what went on.

It had been past what would have been mine and Ty's one year anniversary, but nope it was now a sign of what we had, of what I had lost.

I walked inside the kitchen and jumped on Mitch's back, stealing half his sandwich from over his shoulder. "Thanks Benja" I smiled and took a bite of it.

"Hey there Elise. How you be?" He said with a mouthful of food.

Broken. Useless. Alone. Clueless. Confused. Betrayed. Fragile. On the verge of tears. Depressed. Anxious. About to break down. Ready to give up. Pathetic. Annoying. Just a burden. Distant. Lonely. Bitter. Heart Broken. Rejected. Crushed. Ready to fall apart at any given moment. Empty. Defeated. Not good enough. "I'm fine Mitch."

"Das good" He laughed. I smiled at him and jumped off his back and walked into the living room with the sandwich in hand.

"Hey Elise!" Jerome greeted, his arm still in a sling for his wrist. He broke it pretty bad.

"Hi Fluffy" I greeted.

"How are you?" He asked.

"Fine" I sighed, walking back to the room I shared with Em.

I pulled out my phone and laid on the bed, scrolling through twitter. I saw a post and clicked on it.

'I know it's been a while since they were together, but I miss this couple. @FreeFireMc @DeadloxMC' and attached was a picture of me and Ty from when we first got together.

I clicked on a new tweet and replyed to the comment.

'@Oreos5lyfe Don't we all?' And it was true.

I miss you Ty. I miss you and close we used to be. I miss how much you used to care about me. I miss the time we spend together. I miss everything but I guess it doesn't matter to you as it does to me.

And I'm trying to convince myself that it doesn't matter either.