Elise's Pov-
He let me have the room for one night. I don't know why he's being so nice to me all of a sudden when all he's been doing is being a asshole.
I sighed and laid down on one side of the bed after getting changed into pajamas. My breath hitched in my throat as I realised that he must have been sleeping on this pillow, it smelt like him.
I let out a sob and sat back up, resting up against the headboard. I brought my legs to my chest and hugged them tightly, letting out another sob.
Soon it was like a river was flowing down my cheeks. My tears racing each other to get to the end.
"Elise?" Mitch said, poking his head around the door. He opened the door up fully and saw me, sitting on the bed. "Elise are you alright?" He asked worridly.
I shook my head, I wasn't alright, I wasn't going to be alright.
"Em come here!" He yelled. He opened his arms and gestured for me to come closer. "Come here Biggums" He said.
I slowly moved over to Mitch and he hugged me tightly. I cried into his shirt and he just held me against him.
"Hey Mitch you called?" Em said happily. "Oh my god Elise! Are you okay?" She asked. I heard the door close and then the bed sank next to me as another pair of arms was wrapped around me.
"Is this over Ty?" Em whispered to Mitch. I don't think I was supposed to hear but I did and I held in my breath, trying to stop crying but it didn't work.
I cried even harder and ended up hyperventilating.
"Oh gosh. Breathe Elise. Breathe. You're going to be okay. Breathe and remember that you've been in a place like this before. You've been this anxious and scared, and sad. And you've survived. Breathe and know that you can survive this too. Just remember these feelings can't break you. They're painful and debilitating, but you can with them and, eventually, they'll pass. Maybe not immediately, but sometime soon. They are going to fade and when they do, you're going to look back on this moment and laugh for having doubted your resilience. I know it feels unbearable right now. But keep breathing, again and again. This will pass, I promise it will pass" Em hugged me tightly and I looked up at her.
"You say to remember that these feelings can't break me... How can I remember when I've already been broken?" The two fell silent and I just sighed.
"Can I ask you one question?" Mitch broke the silence. I slowly nodded his head and breathed in and out, concentrating on that.
"Do you still love Ty?"
My heart nearly stopped and I searched for an answer.
"N-No."
But in reality I really did.
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Ty's Pov-
I walked back over to my couch bed for the night, only to remember that I hadn't brushed my teeth and my tooth brush was in 'our' ensuit.
Rolling my eyes, I headed up the stairs to the room to get it. As I was about to enter I stopped, hearing sobbing coming from the other side.
"You say to remember that these feelings can't break me... how can I when I've already been broken?" It was her. Elise was crying.
I placed my head against the door and listened as the sobs continued.
Then Mitch spoke, him and Em must be in there. "Can I ask you a question?" Then silence. She must have nodded her head or something because he continued.
"Do you still love Ty?"
I held my breath, waiting to hear the answer she replyed with. To be honest, I didn't know what I was expecting her to say.
"N-No" My heart shattered inside of my chest. What?
She didn't love me, but I still loved her...
Emily and Mitch started to get up to the door so I hid round the corner untill they had left.
-Elise's Pov-
Emily and Mitch nodded and then they left the room, closing the door behind them.
It was silent, just me and and quite sobs untill the door slowly opened again.
"Elise?" I almost stopped breathing all together as I looked up at the familar face.
"Go away Ty" I said through clenched teeth.
He shook his head and closed the door behind him, walking further towards me. "Why did you kiss Jason?"
"I didn't kiss Jason."
"Don't lie to me Elise!" He raised his voice and I looked back up at him, tears welling up in my eyes again as I stood up.
"I'm not lying to you Ty! Why would I lie about kissing your best friend? I wouldn't!" I sobbed as I yelled at him.
He didn't seem fased by it at all though. "Why do you look so broken? You're the one that cheated, not me." He yelled back.
I walked closer to him, full on crying again but even more then last time.
"You want to know why I look broken? It's because I am!"
"Stop with all the bullshit Elise. It's not like I've killed someone" He sighed, running a hand through his hair.
I let out another loud sob and looked at him. "I never believed people when they said how much it hurts to have your heartbroken. Untill it was me, lying on the bedroom floor, mascara running down my face, gasping for air... Crying! So don't you dare tell me that you've never killed someone. Because that night that you killed me."
I fell to the floor crying and two arms were placed around me and I faintly heard a small 'oh'.
But was already dead inside.

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FanfictionWhat would you do if you knew there was someone out there hurting the one you love? A friend passed on and another one left. Everyone knew they could deal with anything after going through that. Or well, so they thought. Elise is stuck in a vicious...