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it was the morning after the show and i was in bed with matt, he was still asleep bless him, he had a long night.

i scrolled through my instagram and saw pictures of matt with some fans that were taken last night. they were cute.



then i felt my heart tear.




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i was hurt. did he mean anything he said to me before? that he loved me? if he did then how could he move on so fast

"morning baby" matt turned over to face me "are you okay?"

"yeah. yeah, im fine." i smiled "good morning"

he pulled me into his chest and we stayed there for a while before i got up to pee.



"damnn!! ciaran and claire are back together?" joba asked, showing his phone to dom.

matt, dom, joba, zuri, doms girlfriend lana and i all decided to get breakfast together, even though by the time everyone was awake it was 2pm

"damn" dom replied, and looked up at me. ciaran already told me that he knew about us.

"shes so sweet, i love her" zuri said "shes good for him"

"no but they ended pretty badly last time. i dont want him getting hurt again" matt said between mouthfuls of pancakes

"what happened before?" i asked, trying to not make anything seem obvious but i was genuinely curious.

"she told him one day that she didnt love him anymore, that the feelings had left, they got into an argument and he hasnt mentioned her since"

"oh. i see"


a/n
heyy :) idk if this is boring or whtvr im sorry lmaoo i feel like its moving kinda slow

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