24. That's great!

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AN: I really don't get people who have reading lists like "Least like" and "stopped half way" and "couldn't finish because it was boring" and stuff like that.

If you don't like a book then why add it to a reading list at all? I just don't think there's any point in that and it's quite mean.

Oh and everyone go read HarryhasTommo 's book. It's really good and the author is super nice.

I don't want to see Louis today

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I don't want to see Louis today.

Wow. I can't even believe those words just left my mouth. I love him so much but right now I just can't deal with him. Not when he's under Danielle's spell. 

I seriously don't understand how she can hold so much power over him. I get that he had a huge crush on her but still.

He tried to come see me yesterday a few hours after I got home but Niall and Zayn wouldn't let him in. That means that today I'll be seeing him for the first time since we had that fight.

Was it even a fight? It was to me. Am I just being overdramatic like always? Well probably but I don't care, he really hurt my feelings.

Before that stupid bitch came back he'd freak out whenever I let out even a small sneeze or whenever I got a tiny cut.

That's why it hurts. It feels like he just doesn't care about me anymore. I can't even imagine what I'd do if that turns out to be true.

I know some people would find it ridiculous that I think I've found the love of my life, that I'm way too young to even know what love is.

But trust me, he's my forever. Every time we're apart the colors don't seem as bright and it feels harder to breathe. Every time we're apart I feel like a piece of my soul and heart are missing as well.

Every time I see him I feel this sense of...relief I guess. I feel complete, like that is exactly how things are always supposed to be.

He gets me and I get him. We understand each other with no words needed. We complete each other. And if you ask me, I'd say that that is exactly what love is.

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I was sitting at our lunch table when he tapped me on my shoulder. "Hazza baby? Can we please talk?" Louis asked.

"I don't need to hear any of your excuses." I said without even looking at him.

"No excuses, I promise. Just please?" His voice cracked. It made me want to crawl in a hole and die. I can't bear to see him sad.

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