Tommyinnit Angst

Birthday breakfast(15)

TW//swearing//slight talk of injury//slight talk of anxiety and panic attacks//

Tommy's POV

I wake up and look at the clock

11:30am

"Shit I overslept"

I walk into my bathroom and I look into the mirror. I don't have bags under my eyes and the cuts on my face are all healed. I've never seen myself like this, with no bruises on face. I quickly snap out of it and brush my teeth. 

I walk downstairs to see Karl scrolling on his phone and eating cereal.

"Hey Karl sorry for waking up so late" 

"Hey Tommy don't worry about it, you were tired. Happy birthday"

I smile

"Thanks Karl"

"No problem, you hungry?"

"Not yet"

"Ok. When do you want to go shopping?"

"Whenever you want to is fine with me"

"Ok. Oh yeah"

"What?"

"Can you wait here please?"

"Yeah sure?"

He ran upstairs and went into his room. In a second or two he came back downstairs holding a wrapped box

"What is this?"

"A birthday present" he says with a smile

"Karl you didn't hav-"

"I wanted to" 

"Thank you so much Karl"

"Well you have to open it before you thank me"

"I can do it both times"

"Oh god just open it" he says smile

"Ok ok chill the fuck out"

I rip the paper off the present and I open up the box. I open it and then I see it

An IPhone 11

"Oh my fucking god Karl thank you thank you thank you!"

I hug him tightly

"Of course! There's an unlimited data plan on it so you should be good!"

"Thank you so much"

"No problem, why don't you get ready and then we can go?"

"Ok!"

I walk upstairs and grab a jshlatt hoodie and some sweatpants. I brush my teeth, forgetting I did it before and I run downstairs. 

"Woah woah woah calm down" 

"Sorry I'm just excited"

He laughs and then gives a kind smile

"It's ok I'm glad you're excited"

"So where exactly are you taking me?"

"We are going to get dresses duh. But first we are going out for breakfast because you haven't eaten yet"

"Yesterday I ate more in one day than I have in months. You don't need to feed me like that everyday."

"But I do, your father was an asshole and he put it in your mind that it was normal for him to control your eating habits and everything else about you but it's wrong. He's wrong. Only you get to control your eating habits and only you get to control everything else about yourself. I'm sorry but you know I'm right"