Plottin' on a nigga so you know I gotta keep that thing on me
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Mercedes
It's been about a week since Rodrick and I spoke. After his friend's show I just decided to distance myself from him. Clearly he didn't care about me the way I cared about him. I was in love with him. I felt stupid every time I thought about it.
"Girl stop looking so damn sad. He wasn't right for you anyway" Karma said throwing one of the throw pillows at me.
Me, Karma, and Vicki decided to have a girls night. We were now watching Girlfriends on Netflix while eating chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream.
"Karma why are you always so quick to hate?" Vicki said putting her spoon into her ice cream carton.
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"Hate? I could never. I just know that Roddy's not good enough for her" Karma said rolling her eyes.
I sighed sitting my ice cream carton down on the coffee table.
"Can you two stop please? I get where you're coming from Karm but I really care about Roddy. I know I can do better but sometimes I don't want to. He's everything I want in a man. He just has issues committing" I said knowing I sounded dumb.
Karma gave me a look.
"I think it's sweet how much you care about him. You should fight for what you want" Vicki encouraged.
"Fight? We shouldn't be fighting for a man. It's either he's in or out" Karma said.
She was right. For a year straight all Roddy and I have done is have sex. From time to time he would take me out to dinner or the club. Also he did shower me in gifts and gave me money. I was at a point where I wanted more. I wasn't getting any younger. I had no children. I was a divorcee. I just wanted to find that person that was my forever.
"Sometimes you have to let a man know what it is that you want. Have you told him how you really feel about him?" Vicki asked sitting back on the couch.
