peter parker and his awesome family FIELD TRIP ONE SHOT (semi paused) BOOK 1

Trans

ok so its gonna be depressing and sad in the beginning before turning happy but may end in either a sad or happy ending
TW- swearing, sh, dysphoria, Transphobia

10 year old peters P.O.V

'I hate that aunt may and uncle ben dont understand that I was born in the wrong body, why did this have to happen' I stopped writing and sighed before putting the journal away and standing up to go to the bathroom but stopped as I passed the mirror

I stared at myself with tears in my eyes as I looked at my feminine shape and looks before looking away and going into the bathroom before locking the door as I took off my shirt and bra

I stared at my upper half in the mirror as my chest was littered with scars but only where you wouldnt see them thanks to my bra "why" I cried as I fell down to the ground curling up into a ball as my hair fell down around me making me cry even more

12 year old peters P.O.V

'Ive came up with peter as my new name finally but aunt may and uncle ben say its just a phase but I dont think it is anyways I also got my binder today but they dont know about it which im glad for cause I dont want it getting taken away'

I glanced over at the box the binder came in and got up and pulled it out before placing it on the bed and taking off my shirt and sports bra and put on the binder before taking a breathe as I closed my eyes and faced the mirror before opening them

I let out a gasp as I stared at myself and tears fell down my face as I looked at my now almost flat chest I paused as I heard the door open and put on a hoodie before wiping the tears away before going out for food

14 year old peters p.o.v

'aunt may keeps blaming me for uncle bens death and I cant help but feel it is my fault cause if I hadnt of ran out of the house after getting yelled at since aunt may found my binders he wouldnt be dead'

'maybe I wasnt meant to be happy but the other reason I feel like its my fault is cause I could have done something if I had used my powers oh thats another thing I got bit by some spider and now I got powers and I also got some muscle which helps make me not look so feminine since it gives me a more neutral shape'

'Anyways aunt may has been drinking and its not good since whenever she does, she throws things and yells and it hurts, it hurts because shes always yelling at how its my fault for everything and I cant stand it' I stopped writing as my sight went blurry thanks to tears

I wiped the tears and put my journal away before getting up as I looked at my hair before sighing and heading to the bathroom and stared at my hair before doing something I don't regret I cut it into a more neutral hair cut

next day

I layed on my bed staring at the ceiling with a ice pack on my eye and side with tears fallening down the non blocked eye since it was the first time she had gotten violent

'why me' I thought before drifting off to a nightmare induced darkness as I didnt realize I had my binder on like I had for the last day which wasnt good

16 year old peters P.o.v

I packed all of my stuff into two bags which was easy since I didnt have a ton before aunt may started banging on the door but she was drunk and I was done with her she had made sure of that because of what happened last night

I jumped out of my window and landed on the stairwell and climbed down it before taking off running to where tony had gotten me a apartment since I told him the truth about everything and he even helped me get started on T

I walked into the apartment and put my stuff down before siting on the couch as I waited for tony "hey pete" I heard as the door opened after a while "hey tony" I sighed looking down "you alright?" he asked siting down next to me "no" I said before he pulled me into a hug

"you want to talk about it?" he asked and I nodded before telling him what happened as I broke down crying "hey its ok your safe now" he said pulling me into a tighter hug as he comforted me and I slowly started to fall asleep seeing as I was exhausted since I didnt sleep

I woke to a hand gently shaking my shoulder and I slowly woke up and looked at tony "hm?"  I yawned "breakfast is ready" he said softly and I smiled "thanks dad" I mumbled as I slowly got up and walked to the kitchen not realizing I had froze him

I waited at the table for him and after a few he walked in and handed me my food before grabbing his and siting down "so pete I wanted to know if you would allow me to adopt you?" he asked and I froze in shock

"petey?" he asked waving a hand infront of my face "sorry but are you sure you want to?" I asked blankly but my voice betrayed my emotions and showed the hopefulness in it "yea im sure" he said and I grinned "then yes" I said happily

17 year old peters P.O.V

'the surgerys are finished and everything went correctly and im now a full guy and im so happy but this past year has been great and me and tony have even started working on places for abused, unwanted or mistreated children that werent able to get away from their familes'

'also Ive also made a spiderman suit the colors of the trans flag that I wear in june and almost everyone loves it, I dont know what happened to May she kinda disappeared but anyways turns out hawkeye yea hes also trans'

"PETER" I hear dad call making me stop writing "YEA?" I yelled back "WANNA MEET A TOUR GROUP?" He yelled "SURE" I yelled before getting up and walking past a mirror to grab a shirt but paused as I saw the old scars

I stared at them thinking before I heard dad again "KID" he yelled "SORRY GOT DISTRACTED" I said grabbing a shirt and putting it on before heading downstairs "forget the past" I whispered walking towards him

"hey dad" I said hugging him before looking at the tour group "hey pete everyone meet peter my son" he said proudly making me grin before I hung out with dad the the tour group for the rest of the dad

'I guess maybe I wasnt always going to end up like this but even if I had a chance to change all of this I wouldnt take it because I like this ending' I wrote before closing the journal and heading to sleep