Please forgive me Merlin (Merthur boyxboy)

You're an idiot, but you are my idiot.

Smut in this chappy

Merlin's POV

The world around me stands still, and it seems like there's only Arthur and me.

All I can do is nod assent and tackle him with a hug.

"Hey," he teases. "We're getting married, I think I'm entitled to more than that!"

Oh right.

We smash our lips together, hungrily, needily.

I start to take off his shirt, but he stops me. "Not here. We can be seen here," He says.

"Fine. But we're going back to your chambers. Now." I demand.

We get to his chambers as quickly as possible. He locks the door behind him. By now, my brain is going a mile a minute what if I'm bad at it what if I freak out?!?

"Are you absolutely sure?"

This is Arthur. He may not have been the most trustworthy now, but he would never hurt me in his right mind. Annoyingly overprotective, dollop-headed, lovable Arthur.

"Of course I'm sure. You're an idiot, but you are my idiot."

He groans at that, then moves to encompass me in his arms. He grabs me close to him and firmly presses our lips together. We open our mouths and battle for tongue dominance, which I win. Frustrated at losing, he yanks my shirt off and starts kissing down my neck. My usually hyperactive brain blanks out. I stop him. "My turn." I demand. I lift his shirt off him, then start kissing down his torso. While I do this, we undo each other's trousers. Since his hands are free, he starts rubbing my crotch through my under wear. A moan slips out of my mouth, causing him to rub harder. After leaving several love bites down his neck, I toss his underwear away impatiently. He moans my name loudly, causing shivers down my neck.

"Need you... in me..." I moan in frustration.

He flips me over on to the bed and positions himself.

Then, he shoves himself in me without warning. I gasp in pain, shock and the extreme pleasure. He thrusts at a steady pace.

"Faster! Faster, God Dammit" I say in between pants. "Arthur! I'm gonna-" we release at the same time. Sweaty, exhausted and completely ecstatic, he wraps me in his arms and we fall asleep in his bed.

I am so, so sorry about how bad that was. I really need to practice. I'm fine with reading it but turns out I really, really can't write it.

Love,
Eliza

PS: Really, really sorry.