||- tough love -||

S 1 - ep 11

For some reason Theo and cassian seemed to get along quite well, i mean atleast i thought they were as they had a lot of conversations lol

"Il get going now, il cya later Rory, and i hope to see u soon too cassian"
He said which made cassian chuckle

"Ofcourse"
He said and i glared at him in annoyance

"And please don't call my sisters phone again"
I said which he rolled his eyes to and walked into his house

"God he's annoying"
I admitted which he just laughed to as we sped back home

"What is he to you? Like family or something ?"
He asked and i knew I couldn't lie...

"Well...lets just say he's a little side worker for me"
I said and he look impressed

"Wouldn't expect that from you"
He said which made me smirk

"What can i say, I'm full with mysteries, you don't know me yet"
I said confidently as we finally arrived home...

Within seconds as i entered Bella came rushing to me
"Tell me tell me tell me!"
She said which made me roll my eyes in annoyance for the 100TH TIME TODAY!

"Ethan told me a bit of it but I wanna hear it from you too!"
I see cassian from the side of my eye looking slightly pissed but I couldn't care, i look around to see ethan was gone so i pulled Bella into the living room as cassian followed...

"Soo. When did this start"
She asked

"Well.....the day we had to first meet cassian and mr Fernando, in the meeting when i had to leave,
it was because of ethan, so ever since then tbh"
I said as her eyes glistened

"I always shipped the both of you"
She said happier than ever

"No. We aren't together"
I said and as i could see she wasn't convinced at all

"Mhm, but you kiss"
She said teasing me

"Right, i don't like love, love him i mean I wouldn't mind being with him but he wouldn't be the first choice I'd go for.."
i said and her eyes widened

"OMG! YOUR PLAYING HIM?!?"
She said and now she knew too....

"Dont tell him...please"
I practically begged her

"Fine but...why..ethan actually likes you Yano"
She said and i felt guilt once more...

"I know....i did it as a joke as first but then realised he actually liked me and if i told him he would be more hurt....so i kind of have to play along with it..."
I admitted and her eyes widened even more along with her jaw slightly dropping

"Rory...you do realise if he ever finds out he will hate you.."
she said which made me feel worse

"I know....literally he's the only person left along with ice....i cant loose him...that why i have to play along...he's too blind to see but i feel so bad..."

"Aurora. What have you got yourself into once again"
She said which made me feel like i was getting the blame once again..

"Sorry okay! I dont want things to go like this either! You cant say much Bella! Everyone loves you! You were always the favourite daughter, favourite student favourite everything!
Me and anton were always hated just like mum!
Thats the reason both of them are dead right now! Dont be shocked if I'll be there with them ever so soon while you live your happily ever after with your fiancé and your such loving father!"

I snapped at her as i run up into my room as they both froze....

I slammed my door and without realising i fell on the floor crawling behind the door.

Finally, finally i could tell her how i actually felt.
The weight off of my chest was gone. But the pain wasn't.

God...why does all this happen to me?
I just want to be loved...i want to love, i want fucking freedom. But no. My name is aurora fucking Edgardo and my life is absolutely SHIT!

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