This Shouldn't Have Been a Secret

Forgive Me First Love

*London's P.O.V.*
I woke up to the sweet light air in the room and the bright sunlight that filled our bedroom suite. I stretched out around the king sized bed and no Quinten, I hopped up on the bed and looked around and spotted on the nightstand; a note

Good morning beautiful,
I hoped you had a wonderful rest because I'm taking you out today. Meet me on the Terrace for breakfast.

Aww he's so sweet. Sometimes I wish I could call Regina and giggle about cute shit like this but she chose to stick with her brother, even though he would always choose his girlfriends over her but okay... it's cool, I'll find a new best friend soon

I got my naked self out of bed and walked to the bathroom. It was a long night last night, we didn't arrive to Miami until 2am. Then we got here they canceled our reservation and that pissed Quincy off and made him cause a scene. Once we got to our room all we did was put our luggage away and had amazing sex all night under the city lights

It worked.

We reserved a deluxe suite, but got upgraded to presidential! And baby when I say it's noice! It's NOICE! Emphasis on ICE

We had a full kitchen, a dining room for six and larger living room with a hot tub and a balcony. I'm sorry I mean terrace, and don't even get me started on the bathroom... imma spend most of the vacation in the tub alone

I ran myself some hot bath water and infused it with some bath salts, soaps and gels. I slowly got in and sat down to let my body soak.

Quinten is an amazing lover. He holds me and kisses my thighs and eats me out viciously! I don't recall James ever being so considerate. It always felt like he was rushing me, like damn nigga can I savor this moment

I had to check my messages to see if my mom or sister texted about Jimmy's busy body. But instead I got a different type of message

Jamison (BD): I think it's funny how you call my phone and tell me where I can take my son during your time away. Yo ass outta town and you tell yo sister that I can't watch my child while you outta town... that shit corny and you know it. But it's cool. Call me when you land

I called that nigga instantly.

"What the fuck you want?" He answered

"I landed nigga so what's goody?" I asked

"Mannn chill all the way the fuck out! You only Junior's mama, you ain't yo sister's mama or my mama. So don't call my phone telling me to pick my son up just to take him somewhere else that's dumb, I'm not a fucking Uber. You out? Cool, you give my son to me" he said then hung up the phone

Damn I guess he told you. I can't believe he just banged on me like that, damn Daddy! I guess.

That man is going to be nothing but a good father to Jimmy and I love that James loves  him so dearly and I don't know why I be testing his patience with Jimmy like bait. That's not fair to either of them or myself. Maybe one day James could love me romantically again...it feels so different without him being actually mines. I'm eighteen on vacation in Miami with my well paid man; Quinten and I have a son who's with his terrific father.

On paper it would seem like I have it all, but why do I feel a void?

After my prolonged bath time, I dried off and lotion up. I rummaged through my luggage and pulled out a pink tube top with my white mini laced skirt and my white laced up strapped heels. I brushed out my hair and put up in a top knot bun

Sexy.

I walked out onto the terrace and saw Quinten sitting there with a big breakfast spread on the table, I gasped and looked closer at the spread and it spelled out Love on it