This Shouldn't Have Been a Secret

Trapped

*Selena's P.O.V.*
"Okay! I want the balloons over here by the candy table and the backdrop next to the gift table, and I want assigned seats" I told my mom and dad showing them my baby shower planner

"Sweetheart are you sure assigned seats necessary? You only have fifteen guest" my dad said

"I actually have thirty. I contacted our cousins in Miami and they'll be here this weekend" I told her

"Selena your sister and her husband is staying for the weekend and so is your grandparents. That's two rooms right there, where would your cousins sleep?"

"Let Mama Wells and Papa sleep in your bed and you two take my room and our cousins in the two guest rooms, Susan can stay in Texas. She's not invited" I explained to her

"It's whatever she wants Sam, she has it all planned out" my dad said

"Then if we're in your room, where are you?" She asked me

"James and I will be staying at the hotel...where the shower is being held" I told her. I grabbed my baby shower planner and texted James on my phone

"We'll finish this on Monday, the baby shower is next week and I want it perfect because I deserve perfect" I told them. James wanted to take me out to dinner tonight, just to get something from me. I know he wants me to move back in before the baby comes but I don't want too... I think we should co-parent but I can't tell him that

Babydaddy😈💍: I'm coming to get you @9

Me: 9? That's too late and I don't wanna be here for that long

Babydaddy😈💍: imma come at 7:45 then, we go to the movies first

Me: okay I'm getting ready now

I told him, thirty weeks pregnant and counting. My doctor said my due date should be on time, she has to be on time. I have a plan, and I don't want James to freak out when I tell him over dinner. I hopped in the shower and took forty five minutes to get ready afterwards I left out the bathroom with my hair wet and my towel on as I walked in my room I jumped and screamed in terror when I saw James sitting on my bed

"Oh my gosh!? Are you tryna to put me in labor!" I said in shock

"I wanted to make sure you was getting ready..." he said. He stood before me tugging on my towel

"Take it off..." I told him, he smirks at me and pulls my towel off my body, He leaned down, clasping my bottom lip between his lips before he kissed them.

I pushed forward, drowning in the kiss I sought to deepen. He carries me over to my bed, laying me down onto the sheeting as he positioned his body between my thighs. He glanced down at me.

"I love you Selena" he said

"Aw, I love you Jamison..." I told him. He kissed me again. This one deeper and much more aggressive. It was a kiss I did not realized I needed so badly. He kissed my chin. My body shivered. He kissed the curve of my neck. I stopped him for a second

"Wait James, hold on..." I told him, I cover myself up with a blanket off my bed

"What's wrong?"

"You tell me..." I told him and he looked very confused

"Why now? Why not after the date?" I asked him

"Can I have both?" He asked

"That's not what this is?" I said. He sighed and pulled me closer to him

"Would you believe me if I told you that I need it because I'm stressed out" he said

"Would you talk about it if I asked you too?" I asked him