This Shouldn't Have Been a Secret

SELFISH

*Selena's P.O.V.*

"That's why you wanted a baby..." he said. I nodded

"How did you know?" I asked him lifting my head up and looking straight at him

"I'm your emergency contact...yo doctor called me because your weren't answering yo phone" he said

"How far along is it?" He asked

"I have stage three breast cancer. The tumour has spread to the skin of my left breast, but by the Good Grace of God; it hasn't spread to my chest wall where my lungs are protected... surgery is still debatable" I told him

"And you wanna put our baby through that? How did this even happen?"

"Considering that I was pregnant it would help me make a decision about surgery. I took a genetic test after my grandmother died. All the women in my family did. My mother is negative, my mother's sister is positive, my cousin is negative and my sister is negative but I was positive...only me and my Auntie were effected"

"I'm sorry baby...what you want me to do for you?" He asked

"Can we go home..." I said he nodded I went to walk back upstairs but I see London and Regina in the hallway

"Was you listening?" I asked them. Regina was on the verge of tears and London just looked sad

"I heard everything" Regina said crying

"Gigi it's okay...I'm not going anywhere" I told her

"Then why can't you spend the night here and talk to me?" She asked

"I will. We can always do that...but yo brother is  mad at me so imma try to explain this to him"

"Okay...I'll see you at the game tomorrow" Regina said and I hugged her then left with Jamison.

When we arrived to the apartment. He started the bath water and infused it with bath salts and soap to make bubbles. He didn't say much, or anything at all. He pulls me into the bathroom and pulls my dress off and unhook my bra and slides my panties off. I hopped in the tub and sat down, soaking up the warm water. He sits on the edge of the tub as I relax

"You know it's not that bad yet..." I assured him

"What you mean?" He asked

"Like imma die soon... I won't let it get that bad" I told him.

He sighed and washed me up and carried me back to the bedroom, I kissed him and he lays me down on the bed and throw off my towel. I take his shirt off and he slides off his sweat pants and he pulls me towards him and placed my legs over his arms then his phone rings in his pants pocket. He sighed and ignores it and continued to have sex with me. I stopped

"What if it's important?" I asked him

"Important? What's more important than this right now?" He asked

"It could be London..." I told him, he sighed and grabbed his phone.

"It's not London. It was Kameron..." he said

"Call him back and see what wants..." I told him. He pressed the call back button and put the phone to his ear. Kameron answers

*Jamison's P.O.V.*
"Was good nigga?" Kameron asked

"You tell me. You called me" I told him

"Dude come to the rec...match up"

"Man I'm kinda in the middle of something..." I told him

"I kinda figured you would be with Regina cuz she mad at me, but tell her to come too"

"I'm not with my sister... I'm with Selena. And what the fuck you mean she mad at you? What you do?" I asked. Selena grabbed the phone and speaks to Kam