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God I wish that you had thought this through before I went & fell in love with you.
There's a lot of things that make me sad one of them being the end of summer. I came down to San Fernando Valley at the beginning of summer to visit my grandparents and on one sunny day I met Benny we spent every single day together playing baseball,talking,laughing,falling in love.
I always knew in the back of my head that this was only temporary and that eventually I would have to go back to New Jersey. Benny knew this too but we never talked about it. Now I'm spending my last night with Benny. We're sitting at our special spot.
"So you go back tomorrow right?"
"Yup" I replied
"Why?"
"What do you mean why? Benny my family and friends are in New Jersey my whole life is there" I explained
"I get that. Trust me I do,but what about me? You're just gunna leave after everything?"
"Benny I-"
"No YN you don't make someone fall in love with you and then just leave!"
"It's not even like that" I said wiping my tears
"you never thought about this? Like let me not make him fall for me when I know I'm just gunna leave"
"Benny I am so sorry. I want to make us work! I really really really do."
"YN we can't work with you miles away."
"But I love you!"
"I love you too"
I am so sorry this was awful but that line of Traitor really spoke to me yk?
