Destined to be mine

Setting you free

Raavi's pov

Has it ever happened that you state to hate someone on their face but start to miss them in their absences..

Thats what is happening with me, its been 10 days since shiva has gone to ahmedabad for some work , and neither he has called nor he meet me before going..

Apparantly when I got up the next day after my outburst, with a thought to apologise to him ,i found out that shiva and gaumbi have went to ahmedabad for some work

Before Gaumbi had to go alone but at last moment the plan got changed and shiva too went with gaumbi

I dont know why but I was missing him like hell, but why am I , shouldn't I be relieved that he is away and that its a good thing but I am not infact I am more sad..
I have started missing him more, everyday I wait for him to call but I dont receive one, and why will he call me after how I have accused him that day.
I was feeling so guilty for hurtung him like that.
I was so angry and all my anger vent out on that day..
I later realised that I was not angry because I saw dev and rishita together.
Because there were many times in this 10 days where I have seen them doing hanky panky things and I didnt feel hurt..
But why that day ?
Was it because somewhere or the other I was upset that dev was never clear with me about his feelings? Or was it because shiva denied to fill my mang with vermillion during the puja and because I was getting effected by his presence..

What ever it was I know I have hurted shiva a lot and he deserves an apologise.
But when will he be back, when...?

I hate to admit but I miss him , I miss my eye locks with him , I miss his warmth ,I miss his starting at me when I am not looking..
I miss him so much..

I was working in the kitchen but my mind was full of shiva when I heard krish voice

Krish - raavi bhabhi kaha khoye hue ho , agar pati ki itni yaad aa rhi ha toh jao jake baat kr lo

I turned to look at him with an annoyed expression but the way his eyes were looking at me with mischief I blushed..
Wait did I just blushed

Raavi's ❣️- yup you did idiot

Raavi's🧠- but why

Raavi's ❣️- common sense because krish isse shiva ke naam se chidha rha ha aur ye shiva ko miss kr rhi ha

Raavi's🧠- par ye shiva ko miss kyu kar rhi ha , isse toh nafrat ha usse

Raavi's ❣️- har cheez ka jawab main hi du , tujhe nhi pta ki koi kisi ko miss kab karta ha..

Raavi's🧠- nhi mujhe nhi pta

Raavi's ❣️-sach main kis baat ka dimag ha bhai tu , nhi mtlb ek ek log se dimga hote ha jo sb jante ha aur ek ye gadheri ha jiska dimag bhi uske tarha fuse bulb ha

Raavi's🧠- zyada bol rha tu , tujhe pta ha toh tu khud bata de kyu miss kr rhi ha ye usee.

Raavi's ❣️- kyu ki isse shiva se p...

Before raavi's heart could complete the sentense krish shouted like literally shouted

Krish - Bhabhiiiiiiiiiiiii,

I looked at him in horror while dhara di , dev and rishita came running towards the kitchen thinking something happened to raavi

Dhara - kya hua krish chilla kyu rha ha
Raavi tu theek ha na

I turned to look at them and nodded..

Dev- krish tu chillaya kyu ?

Krish (sheepishly)- wo raavi bhabhi shiva ke khaya lo main khoye hui thi is liye main unhe khayalo se bahar laa rha ha