Destined to be mine

his broken form

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Raavi - divorce chaiyea naa ruk tuu.. Deti hu main tujhe divorce...

Everyone looked at raavi in shocked who  after saying this walked towards the kitchen..
The family were still in their shock that they didnt even see raavi coming out of the kitchen with a bucket full of water and even before anyone could react , raavi pured all the water on shiva drenching him completely...

They all gasped while shiva shivered at the contact of the water..
He looked up at raavi who was looking at him and said angrily..

Raavi - ye tujhe hosh main lane ke liye tha , jab puri tarha hosh main aa jaiye tab mujhse baat krne aana... Aur agar hosh main aapne ke baad bhi divorce chaiyea hoga toh de dungi tujhe main divorce..

Saying that raavi was about to walk away when shiva said

Shiva - tu bhi jaa rhi ha naa chod de bilkul waise hi jaise sbne kaha tha..
Tune bhi jane ki baat ki aaj.. Tujhe bhi lgta ha ki main tere layak nhi hu is liye jaa rhi ha na..

Shivas voice was breaking
And because he was drunk he wasn't even actually aware on what all he was saying..

Dev was about to move ahead and stop shiva but gautam stopped him saying

Gautam - bolne de usse aaj dev , kabhi na kabhi toh ye hona hi tha..
Uske liye apni andar ki ye saari baate bahar nikalna bht zaroori ha..

Dev looked at shiva , and turned his gaze towards raavi , who stood there pain and anger clearly visible..

Raavi moved towards shiva and said

Raavi- tu hi mujhe jane ko khe rha ha naa , divorce ki baat kr rha ha tha aur aab khe rha ha ki main ja rhi hu ,agar itna hi ha toh kyu bhej rha ha mujhe bol?

Shiva - kyuki pyaar krta hu tujhse , hamesha se bht krta hu par ye bhi janta hu ki tu mujhse better deserve krti ha is liye dur kr rha hu tujhe..

And suddenly SHIVA started crying like a baby and fell on his knees..
It pained everyone present there to see shiva like that , the same shiva who always stood like a rock was crying right now because he was hurt and this pain was not new it have been seeded in his heart from childhood..

They all kept looking at him when shiva said again

Shiva -  par main nhi rhe skta hu tere bina raavi , main nhi rhe skta hu.. Par kaise rakhu tujhe apne pass , kaise ,tujhe pata ha sb kheth ha ki teri zindagi barbad ho gai merese shaadi krke aur dekh shi kheth ha sb jis din se shaadi hui ha tu ro hi toh rhi ha bas , main tujhe kabhi khush nhi rakh paya hu, tune sach kaha tha teri har dard ki wajha main hi hu..
Yaad ha tune puja wali raat mujhse pucha tha ki tujh main aisi kya kami ha ki dev ko tujhse pyaar nhi hua , aaj main puch rha hu mujhe mai aisa kya ha ki sb mujhse nafrat krte ha mujhe zahil ,junglee ,gawar khethe ha..
Sbko sirf mera gussa hi kyu dekhta ha mera Pyaar mere ansoo kyu nhi dekhte ha..kyu raavi bol naa ,please bata mujhe..Maine kitna try kiya ki log mujhe pasand kare tu mujhe pasand kre pr mai Kabhi kisi ko pasand nhi aaya hu kyu..
Bachpan se tujhe pyaar krta aaya hu par kabhi tujhe bata nhi paya kyuki main ye janta tha ki main is duniya ka akhiri insaan honga Jisse tujhe pyaar hoga..
Main sach khe rha hu raavi , maine bht try kiya ha ki main dev ki tarha ban saku , aacha ban saku par wo mujhse ho nhi paya ha.. Main kya karu raavi tu batan naa mujhe ki logo ko main aacha lagu.. Mujhe pata ha tu mujhse better deserve krti ha pr main nhi rhe skta hu tere bina main janta hu maine tujhe bht hurt kiya par please uske wajha se tu mujhe chod ke mat jana please i promise main tujhe kabhi mami ki behen ki beti nhi bulaunga , kabhi chipkali nhi bulaunga toh bolegi toh main puri zindagi neeche zameen pe so jaunga pr please mujhe chod ke mat jana..please...
Tujhe pta bht dard hota ha mujhe tb tu mujhse dur jati ha toh aur wo dard main kisi ko bata bhi Nhi pata hu, jb teri shaadi dev se ho rhi thi toh lgta tha kisi ne mera dil bahat nikal ke rakh diya ho.. Main already bht dur rhe chuka hu tujhse ,aab nhi please raavi please mujhe. Chod ke mat jana..please ...