Destined to be mine

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Raavi's pov..

I looked at shiva and said

Raavi - shiva chod mujhe.

He looked at me up , loosing his hold on me,  I saw a fear pass through his eye , understanding that he might have taken my request in a wrong way I kneeled down in his level cupped his face in my palm and lightly kissed his forehead saying

Raavi - shiva , I m sorry , sorry kyuki tune aaj jo suna ha wo bas meri wajah se suna ha..
I wish mai waha tere saath khadi hoti par I know main thi nhi tere pass but I promise jisne bhi tujhe hurt kiya ha uski main waat laga dungi phir chaiye wo maisi hi kyu naa ho aur rha baat tere sawalo ka toh tujhse hospital main kuch kaha tha maine ,
I love you , I love you kaha tha shiva aur wo is liye nhi khethe ha kyuki aapko kisi se sympathy ha wo tb khethe ha jb aapko kisi se pyaar hota ha , jiske bina aap apni life imagine hi nhi kr skte ha..  Aur mere life main wo tu ha shiva , koi kya khetha ha kya krta ha wo tu kyu sun rha ha , tujhe teri raavi kya khe rhi ha wo sun naa , teri raavi tujhse khe rhi ha aaj pure parivaar ke samne ki main tujhse bht pyaar krti hu aur mai tere bina apni zindagi ka soch bhi nhi skti hu..
Shiva ye sone ka paani chade hue log tujh jaise heere ko nhi pehchan skte ha , gaumbi khethe ha naa ki teri chamak har koi samjha itni unki aukat nhi.ha..

Aur rhi baat zindagi barbad hone ki toh tune mujhe bachaya ha , mujhse itne saalo se pyaar krya ha itna toot kr pyaar kiya ha , are meri khushi ke liye tu mujhe chodne ko taiyaar tha tu kaise meri zindagi barbad kr skta ha..
Log wahi dekhte ha shiva jo wo dekhna chathe ha , wo nhi dekhte ha ki kaise teri ankhe har waqt mere liye pyaar jatati ha , wo nhi dekhte ha ki kaise teri ek hasi mujhe zinda kr deti ha , teri har baat har ek saas mujhse hi suru aur mujhpe hi khatam hoti ha ye wo nhi jante ha ..
Aur jaane bhi nhi chaiyea , hum apne pyaar duniya ko kitna dekhte ha wo mayne nhi rakhta ha jitna ye rakhta ha ki hum us ek insaan ko kitna jatate ha, aur tune kabhi koi kasar nhi chodi ha mujhpe Pyaar lutane ki..
Aur koi zaroorat nhi ha tujhe kisi ki tarha banane ki , tu jaisa ha naa shiva tu best ha.. Aur ek baat yaad rakh raavi ke liye shiva se aacha koi aur ho hi nhi skta ha..
I was DESTINED TO BE YOURS SHIVA.. Aur kya bola tune koi tujhse pyaar nhi krta ha shiva thoda dekh peeche yaha jitne log khade ha naa unsbke ankho main ansoo ha aur wo tere dard ki wajha se ha is wajah se ha ki tu kitni dard main ha..
Shiva sb tujhe pyaar krte ha.. 4-5 log tere baare main kya bolte ha wo kyu sun rha ha unse puch jo tujhse pyaar krte ha tb bataiye wo ki tujh main kitni aachai ha..
Is liye dobara ye mat kehna ki koi tujhse pyaar nhi krta ha , tere gaumbi ,teri dhara bhabhi ,dev krish rishita suman kaki aur khas krke ke main teri raavi tujhse BEINTEHA mohabbat krte ha..
Insaan ko apne nazar main sahi hona chaiyea shiva , duniya ka toh nazariya hi galat ha aur khas krke mausi jaise log ka jinke liye unke gusse unke zid ke aage kisi ki nhi chalti ha..
Are log naa sirf tera gussa dekhte ha kyuki tu wo dekha deta ha , pyaar nhi dekhte jo tu chupata ha , jo tera Pyaar dekh lega naa usee samajh aaiyega ki tu jaisa ha..
Aur rahi baat rishte ki toh agar koi teri izzat nhi kr skta ha tujhse pyaar nhi kr skta ha toh uski izzat uska saath mujhe bhi Nhi chaiyea.. Aag lage aise rishte ko shiva jaha kadar hi nhi ho..
Mere liye mera sb kuch tu ha baaki koi kuch nhi ha..
Samjha..

I took his one hand and placed it right above my heart , and said

Raavi- ek.baat yaad rakhna shiva ye jo dil ha na wo tere liye hi dhadakta ha. Aur hamesha dharkega.. Ye kabhi mat bhoolna ki teri raavi tujhse bht pyaar krti ha. Theek ha aur main hamesha tere saath rahungi koi alag krke toh dekhaiya uski tang naa tod du main kya ?
Teri raavi hamesha tere saath ha , tera haath thame.. Samjha?