Me and my feelings

Alcohol

I'm scared

Scared for my cravings

I'm like a vampire trying not to suck on human blood but unable to stop because it's addicting.

I need alcohol it's freeing and it hits a spot that I can't hit

It hits the spot where i'm as free as a child

It hits the spot where it eradicates that needing feeling for comfort

Because it is my comfort, my human blood.

I'm scared i'll become the person I don't want to be, but see alcohol will make me not care about that.

It's in my family... alcoholics. I hate my family

I don't know what to do

This is too much stress someone pour me a shot.