Me and my feelings

Normalising

I think this is the most depressed i've been in my life but i think i've just normalised it so much it's normal.

I've never cared less about anything then right now.

Today i tried stabbing a pen in my neck and i imagined me dying.

I'm so fucking sad and lonely but if you looked at me i seem normal.

I constantly wanna die not to die but to just get away from here.

I have no clue wtf i was talking about before because i did not even know the tip of depression when i first started writing.