Me and my feelings

Tired

I'm so tired, a type of tired where i have no energy and no sleep no matter how long or how good can help.

I don't know what i need to do to have more energy maybe drugs? No, don't wanna get addicted

I'm too tired to smile, too tired to laugh, too tired to talk, too tired to hang.

And it feels like everyone is too tired to notice aswell

Or maybe they just don't see it because this has gradually happened

I hate being tired too, because it's ruining my relationships with people

But it's also helping me notice how much hate people have for other because i'm too tired to talk I've realised how much people shit talk about others

I feel like i'm always a level behind and it isn't helping me it's making it harder

I'm just too tired. I'm sorry i'm tired I'm trying not to be

Don't get mad that i'm not reacting i just can't it's too much energy and I don't know how much energy i have left

Please help me regain energy.

I'm tired of being tired.