Me and my feelings

Who can i talk to?

To answer the chapter headings question it seems like the answer is no one

I thought I could only ever really talk to one person now it's zero

I tried telling my friend about my cat and how I'm feeling about it, but she totally flipped it and was like

"I'm not trying to change the subject but" and then proceeded to talk about this boy that she likes and about the streaks he sent her and how it's a sign and how her brother and mum fully embarrassed her in front of him.

Now I know this sounds rude because she can talk about her struggles because everyone's struggles matter

REMEMBER THAT!!! Your struggles matter as much as someone bleeding from a gun wound

It's just that couldn't she wait till I finished my sentence!!

Like I literally couldn't even finish the sentence and the whole facetime was basically her talking to me about her problems

It's always about her!! All I asked for was this one time and she couldn't even notice that i needed to rant even though I just told her I've been crying.

She knows i love that cat like it's my child i told her that seeing my cat in that condition felt like i was looking at my child in that condition and it was painful

So i just decided to end the call short and when i said that she said "ohh yeah but i hope your cats ok" like thanks i guess means a lot🥰
(Sarcasm)

Now i have no one to talk to about how i feel.

Maybe i'm being biased and it's all my fault idk?

But I'm trying not to think negative because I don't wanna think negatively!