something beautiful | komahina au

sunday

nagito's pov

I smiled, embracing Hajime. It was 8:34, I was done with work, and we were cuddling in bed together.

He chuckled, looking up to me. "You always hated reserve course students, how come you see 'hope' inside me?"

I sighed. "Oh, I still do, But- you're different from all them, Hinata. You're better- even better than hope itself."

Hajime probably didn't even understand hope as a whole, but he nodded. I kissed him as he started to gaze into my eyes. It was a sunday, and no more plans. So, I wanted to stay with Hinata of course.

I paused. "I do mean that, Hina. Sappy or not, I love you with all my heart." It was definitely giving off the cheesy and sappy rom-com vibes.

Hajime laughed, kissing my cheek. "Love? That's a new one. You're such a dork sometimes, Ko. I love you too."

I couldn't help but turn red. Why would he treat a garbage dump like me with affection?

Instead, we kissed more- rougher but sloppy as we took breaths. I reached out for his hand, not letting it leave my grasp. Nothing felt so, intimate. Not like this. Hajime would usually feel embarrassed in public, or even alone, but he was clingy at the same time.

"Haj-im-ah.. I.." I panted out, softly as I felt my own breath hit my skin.

"Are, mm.. you not-ah-okay with.. this.?" He asked, loosening his soft grasp on my cheek.

I hesitated, but yet.. I felt like i've known Hajime forever, sure we only met a few months ago.. but i'm sure of it, I loved him. He loved me.

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I shook my head. "No, no.. mmph.. just nervous.. that's all.."

He pulled away, smiling softly. "I won't judge, Ko, you know that."

I nodded. We both started slowly undressing as I gazed into his auburn eyes. Yellow, almost. A faded yellow desert you could get lost in.

I was met to see tan skin, dark-blue boxers.  I turned red as I took off my clothes, except for my binder and boxers... lucky my ass.

I leaned in, massaging his chest and covering it with soft kisses.

"G-Gah-! Nagito.." He said, his cheeks turning to a red-hue. I giggled a bit, looking up at him.

"You don't like this..~?" I said, letting off a tease.

"..I do- just sit up, Ko." He spoke, clearly flustered- but, I did as he asked. Suddenly, I felt his face fall onto my neck, sucking and softly biting on it.

"A-Ahmm~" I squeaked, covering my mouth.

It was clear we both haven't done this before.

And, I'm a switch.

I didn't wanna just ask- 'heyy no big deal but, r u a switch homie?' ...That's just a lover's suicide to me. Embarrassing.

...And so I die from my own words.

"Hinata- can I ask- mm, what position you a-ahg, are..? Are you a virgin..?" I sounded muffled, looking down at the brunette.

He looked up at me, somehow lovingly. "I'm a switch, and.. yeah.."

And so, chaos fell onto Hopes Peak! All because two virgin dudes wanted to have sex!

"A-Ah... I see- so am I.." I mumbled out. He thought for a second, but looked up at me.

"What if we took turns..? I don't know how long you, nor I last, but... it's worth a try?"

I nodded, my face turning into a goddamn tomato. He smiled and kissed me. That's when it hit me. My dementia, weight, and chest- would I even be good enough? I didn't know what to do, but I kissed him back. He held onto my hand reassuringly.