If I'm Not In Love With You: A NadechYaya Fanfic

Chapter 7

WARNING ⚠️
MATURE CONTENT

As soon as I finished working, I decided to go home.
I went straight to my condo and I just felt really alone.

I remember when I was a kid, my parents would always bring me to Lumpini Park. The artificial lake is my favorite. We'd be peddling through the duck-like craft and we'd be laughing like there's no tomorrow.

Tonight, I decided to go there. I am alone this time. I just want to feel the cold air, watch the moon as it's light illuminates the lake. My heart felt so heavy.

Until someone just disturbed my peace. I was surprised to see Nadech sitting with me on the park bench looking ahead.

Did he follow me here? I actually asked him and got the same answer. He's been following me. He said he wanted to protect me. He said maybe the people who meant my parents harm would also harm me.

That's just funny thus I laughed but he didn't know why. His parents. The murderers. So is he saying he's protecting me from his parents?

I can't deny the fact that this man right beside me is just so handsome. I looked at him looking away as he wasn't able to hold my stare. I don't know what happened but I just found myself wanting to taste his perfectly carved lips again. So I kissed him and he kissed me back.

I felt the need just like the first time we did it. I felt it. I know he felt it too but this isn't just right.

"Uhm, its.. it's already late I'll get going." I was embarrassed with what I just did as I abruptly stood up. I guess he is too as he can't even look at me.

"C'mon, I'll follow you home."

I did not look back as I walked fast towards my car and I felt his footsteps as he followed me heading towards his car too parked not too far from mine.

The entire drive home, my mind is just so occupied. I know I have made my plans and I know what my goal is. But why can't I get him out of my mind? He's like a drug. But 'guess my plan's just weighs more than whatever I'm feeling right now.

I stepped out of my car and he did too.
"Do you want to go up?" I was hesitant but couldn't help but offer.

"Well it's kinda late but I'll stay for a bit. Is it okay?"

I know this is a dangerous act but I still let him in.

The moment I opened the door, I turned on the lights and he looked around my house and was amazed by the look on his face.

I was about to go to the sofa when ge grabs me by the waist and he hugged me from the back.

"What are you doing?"

"What you did earlier, didn't you know it made my heart flutter, Yaya?"

"I should've not done that" I told him.

"You shouldn't have, yeah" he responded as he made me face him and he connects our foreheads, his hands slowly reaching my face.

I chuckled a little. "I'm sorry"

"You don't have to, I liked it"

I moved away first and I looked ahead.
"I went there to be alone, you know"

"Am I disturbing you?"

"No you're not, I mean yes you are. Yes. You're occupying my mind I didn't even want you here."

"You like being alone, don't you? How am I disturbing you,Yaya? Tell me."

"I've told you enough and I just cant get you out of my--"

"Well hell, I can't get you out of my mind too. I don't even know why I am here with you now. I don't know why I care so much about you that I want to protect you. I want you "

"What did you say? Did you say you want me?"

"If I had to say it a thousand times, I'd say it again. I want you, Yaya. I want you so much even from that night we first had each other I can't stop wanting you"

I stared at him for long and he did too. I felt his hot lips tasting mine and he's kissing me like it's the last time. I was intoxicated by his kisses that I had to hold unto his waist.

"We shouldn't be doing this" I whispered.

"We shouldn't" he answered.

But we continued kissing. It's the heart over matters of the mind. I don't know how we even got in my room.
I felt his hands roaming around my body. It sent shivers down there.

I held on his neck while still kissing him back. He's slowly pulling the straps of my dress down as I unbuttoned his dress shirt too.

I was left with my undies.
"Gosh, take this off too" I said pertaining to his trousers and he immediately got rid of it.
"Of course, baby."

He slowly lowered our bodies in my soft bed. I can't believe we're doing this in my place. Completely unprepared but there's no way we're stopping this now.

"You just make me feel so hot I don't know why, Yaya"

"I hope you know that that's what you're doing to me too."

He continued kissing me. He expertly unhooked my bra revealing my pinkish thing that he shifted his kisses from my lips to my boobs.

My chest heaves up and down and he licked and sucked my hardened nipples. That's his effect on me.
His hands went on the bands of my underwear and he's lowering it as he lowers his kisses too.

He parted my legs as I was shyly closing it. Want is evident in his eyes.
"Let me, Yaya" he said it so sexily that as he dives in my aching core, my mouth went agape. I made loud moans I didn't know I am capable of.

"Na..na-dech" I grabbed his hair as I felt a really good sensation he's giving me.
"Let me taste you, I've been wanting to"
"Oh-hh.. ughhhh!" I exclaimed.

He runs his tongue up and down my clit before he found my juicing hole as he imitates how his hard thing went in and out in there.

"I need you.. please, I need you.."
I wanted more of him. I want him inside me so bad.
He was so obedient as I felt his hard thing as steel poking in my entrance.

His lips back at mine I can still taste myself.
"This is not our first time but you're still so tig--ht, uhhh"

"Only because your thing is just big and uhh.. long.."

He rode on me so hard I can't stop screaming his name. Moaning in pleasure, riding with him.

"Nadech.. I... that's really.. uhhhh"

"I love it when you're calling my name.. you like that? Ohhh .... Yesss.. ugggghhh"

"I-m co-coming.. Nadech.. ohh.. ahhh"

"Come with me pl-lease, Ya.. ahh"

Thousands of pleasure running through me. Juicing ourselves. We're both catching our breaths.
His pace became weaker and weaker until he released all his juices in me.

My room suddenly smelled and sounded sex. He positioned himself beside me and he gently had me in his arms.

"That was naughty" I said

"No, that's beautiful" he said

I felt the calmness and peace.
I don't know I'm just really sleepy because of the exercise we did but I felt him kiss my temple and that's it. I drifted to sleep as he did too.

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I had this draft since last week lol but just dropped this now finding time to really edit the X part, I hope I fulfilled your expectations or did you really expect this on this chap? 😂😂😅

I will be finishing this first before I've Been Loving You Long Time 💗

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