Genevieve's POV
Once again, worst parent award goes to me.
I didn't mean to hurt Saoirse's feelings like that, I just wanted to give her what she always has wanted: a father.
And who's a good candidate for that? Blanchard.Blanchard likes me, he likes my daughter too and he always treated her like family.
It didn't bother him at all to be a father figure to her.
Now that we decided that we should give it a try and be in a relationship together, after a few agreements, it was time to give a father figure to Saoirse.
Blanchard was totally fine with it and Saoirse was fine with it too, until the little joke we did.It was not one of my smartest decision, I know that but isn't she supposed to be happy that she gets to have a father now?
I realized that I could've told her in a better way about me and Blanchard.
How would I know, how to talk to a teenager?
I didn't even get to be a teenager myself: I was forced to be an adult since I was little.
Raised to be a leader, deprived of her childhood.
I don't know how to handle teenagers.
I don't know what teenagers like.
I don't know what they want.I knew how to build a bomb from scratch and how to do an open heart operation at a young age.
I never did any of those things, to clarify, but I certainly knew how to do those.No one taught me about having a child, I'm trying my best but I guess sometimes I decide to act like a damn child and hurt people's feelings. My child's feelings.
And just because you can't see from outside that what I did makes me feel like shit, It doesn't mean I don't have feelings and that I don't care at all.I remember having a little plant back in the Ark, I got it on my 13th birthday, I cared for it, I took care of it and I feel bad for it now. I told dad to take care of it, he probably didn't listen to me.
Now the plant might be dead.
RIP Noodle, you will be missed. May we meet again.How do I fix this? The only adult I trust here is Blanchard and he doesn't really know much.
Lately, I discovered that on the other ship, a woman took care of Saoirse. Anisa.
I remember her from farm station, my dad got the plant from her.
Saoirse trusted her so I supposed she could've been trusted.
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Lacuna [The 100]
ActionNot your ordinary "The 100" fanfiction ;) OCs x the 100 where the story starts with the OC is in a mission in space... read and find out, you won't regret it :D with the collaboration of @demolitionxfrank