TW⚠️suicide attempt and miscarriage
PAST:
Please stop!" I groan and lift my hand to my belly.
Someone, please make it stop.
"Ma'am please calm down", I'm told and I can't stop from twisting to the side of my hospital bed.
I'm bleeding.
My thighs are covered in blood and my legs are clasped open.
A nurse tugs on my hand and I turn my eyes to her.
"Listen to me", she whispers. "I know this is awful, but you need to meet us halfway."
One breath.
Two breaths.
I finally let them remove my dead baby.
I keep my eyes focused on the nurse until I look down and see the limp body formed in the doctor's hands.
My eyes swell.
My heart breaks.
Everything I thought I knew has been destroyed.
Everything I felt for him has been broken up and blown away.
"Can I see her?"
My chin trembles when she's placed in front of me.
Her eyes shut, and the deepest wound cutting into her lower abdomen.
I think about how differently this could've gone.
The image of her taking her first steps as I record behind the camera and cheer her on.
Or maybe the thought of her grinning up with me with doe eyes saying how much she loves to do girls' day together.
I hold her tiny finger and press a kiss to it.
My body was shaking and salty tears mixing in with her.
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I lay down in my bed.
Eyes swollen and wrists bleeding.
Please just make everything stop.
"NO!" My nurse- the same nurse who distracted me from earlier, screams and I keep my eyes downcast on the blood.
"Get me a cart!" She commands and scurries over to my bedside.
Wrapping up the wounds and taking the piece of glass with it.
"Baby no", she finally whispers.
"Let me go be with her."
"Who?"
"Aurora."
"Who's that?"
"My baby."
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